Author's Pov:

Joshua sat at the place he found, far away from Haeun's who was still not in the class. "Why are you suddenly sitting here?", Jiwoo asked. Joshua looked at her, "Cause I wanted to".

Jiwoo frowned, "Since that tutoring thing, you both were sitting near each other. Now, suddenly you are sitting here, it feels weird. Don't tell me that you are going back to you 'I hate you' phase".

Joshua shook his head, "Don't come in between, you know I hate it". Jiwoo shrugged, "I was just asking you".

Jiwoo turned to her classmates, "They are going crazy seeing us talk. They all thought that Haeun and you will end up together. You guys can-".

"Stop that", Joshua whined. Jiwoo moved back, "I'll stop it". Joshua sighed closing his eyes, "Ahh, I am going crazy again".

Jiwoo stumbled back, "Yah, you fine? There are rumors that you are going crazy". Joshua sighed, "I don't know what's wrong with me".

Jiwoo stared at him for good few seconds, "Whatever it is, that's none of my business". Jiwoo went back and sat on her place.

"Hey, I wanted to ask you something", Haeun came and sat beside him. Joshua moved aside. Haeun smiled, "Are you fine?".

Joshua nodded, "I am busy, we will talk later". Haeun frowned, "What do you mean? When I came, you were just staring at the wall and I don't think staring at the wall means being busy".

Joshua gulped, "Go and sit on your place. I am thinking about something, we can talk later".

The time passed and Joshua kept ignoring her. Everytime Joshua saw her, the dream played in his mind. He saw Haeun walking towards his direction, waving her hand.

He turned to the other side and started walking. "Joshua", he heard her calling but he didn't stop. "Joshua, you blind man, stop right there", Haeun shouted running behind him.

Joshua ran as fast as he could. Haeun stopped, panting, "Fine then, don't come back to me when you get to know that- well leave it".

Joshua stopped running and turned back, "What do you mean?". Haeun stared at him and started walking away. Joshua ran behind her but she was quick enough to escape.

"Haeun, tell me", he shouted. Haeun looked back, "Oh, now you remember I exist? You said you were busy before, I was fine but later you totally ignored me".

Joshua sighed, "I wasn't ignoring you. Tell me what you were going to tell me?". Haeun started walking away, but this time Joshua pulled her, "Tell me. You can't do that".

Hawun shrugged, "I can do this but I will be kind. Seungcheol has called everyone of us in the auditorium for the audition thingy. They tried calling you but I think your phone was ignoring us too. Be there is next 20 mintues".

Joshua frowned, "I thought you wanted to tell me something important". Haeun tilted her head, "This is important".

Joshua shook his head, "I am busy". Haeun rolled her eyes, "Yeah busy person. I won't disturb you from now on. Jerk". Haeun walked away glaring at him.

Joshua sighed, rubbing his forehead, "I am going crazy", he repeated for nth time.

"You quickly moved on from 'I hate her'. Now it is 'I am going crazy'. Time goes fast", Jeonghan whispered.

"Why do you always appear suddenly?", Joshua asked. Jeonghan smiled, "Magic?".

"I heard some students that you are going crazy and they haven't seen you and Haeun together since morning. I was suspicious so I came to see you", Jeonghan said, "And I heard everything".

Joshua sighed, "I need to tell this to someone". Jeonghan raised his eyebrows, "What?". Joshua looked around, "Not here. Let's go".

They entered the roof top. "Now tell me what's happening". Joshua sighed, "I am going-"

"Crazy, I know that. You have said this a lot of times today".

"It's something I just imagined yesterday", he blurted out, "I imagined me......kissing Haeun".

Jeonghan raised an eyebrow, a silent prompt him to continue.

Joshua ran a hand through his hair, "And ever since then I've been feeling guilty. Like I have crossed a line that shouldn't have been crossed. Every time I see her, I feel guilty. But the kiss felt so real, if I imagine I can still feel her lips on mine".

Jeonghan hummed, "So you are going crazy because of that?".

Joshua sighed looking away, "That's not all, Whenever I'm around Haeun, there's this rush, this weird feeling that surges through me. It's not just nerves or agitation; it's like... electricity, and it's only when she's near".

"Sounds like you are more connected to her than you want to admit", Jeonghan said.

Joshua shook his head in denial, "Nah, there is nothing like that", but his eyes betrayed the realisation, "I don't know what to do with this. They are messing in my head".

Jeonghan slightly squeezed his shoulder, "I don't know what to tell you. I know that you are already familiar with the answer".

Joshua signed, "I don't". Jeonghan shrugged, "Then I can't do anything". Joshua closed his eyes, "Let's go, forget about this talk. Let's go to the auditorium, we better not be late".

Jeonghan frowned, "Why auditorium?".

"Aren't we supposed to be there? Like there is a meeting for audition", Joshua answered. "Who told you that? There is no such thing".

Joshua clicked his tongue, "Her ways of taking revenge is funny".

"She lied to me because I avoiding her", Joshua smiled. Jeonghan stared at him, "You are really going crazy, I am sure. Like you are smiling while saying this, if you are the old Joshua you would have started to make some strategies".

"Let's go", Joshua said ignoring his words. "Yah, you always ignore my words", Jeonghan shouted. "Hahaha. Ha", Joshua fake laughed going down.

As they were about to enter Joshua's class, Haeun was coming out. She stood infront of them. Joshua gulped. "Hi", Haeun said. Joshua waved his hand but stopped seeing her gaze fixed on Jeonghan.

Jeonghan glanced at Joshua before smiling at Haeun, "Hi". Haeun smiled asking them to move away. They nodded and Haeun went to Yerin who was waiting for her.

"She just ignored you", Jeonghan laughed. Joshua glared at him, "So? Not like I care". Jeonghan stared at him, with a sly smile, "You sure? Your hand is still up".

Joshua looked at his hand which was still in the air waving at her. He pulled it down, "L-Let's go".

"Someone is avoiding their feelings~", he sang being into the class, waving at some girls who blushed seeing the 'Yoon Jeonghan' in their class.

Joshua snorted, "They always act like it's your first time coming in this class". Jeonghan grinned, "Aye, don't be jealous".

"Joshua, something just popped in my mind", Jeonghan said. Joshua looked at him.

Jeonghan leaned over. "You know", he said, "sometimes you have to risk a little madness to find something extraordinary"

Joshua sighed, "And what if it's not worth it?"

"Then at least you'll know", Jeonghan replied, "Life's too short to wonder 'what if'".

"And believe me, I am not talking about Haeun", Jeonghan said sitting down, "It's about your dream".

"How do you know everything so easily?", Joshua asked. Jeonghan shrugged, "I might not say, but I am observant. There's a reason I have won many brain games".

"I just know that someone's stopping you from achieving your dreams, But I don't know who. I actually heard your conversation once", Jeonghan smiled.

Joshua looked at him, "It's Appa. He is against my dream. He thinks that music won't fill my stomach. Also, he thinks everyone will keep him names if his son becomes a musician".

Jeonghan shook his head, "Should I do something? Like my father knows some underworld people, so should I tell them to do something?".

Joshua laughed, "You need to stop joking like this, one day you might end up in jail". Jeonghan stuck his tongue out, "You caught me".

"But I think you actually need to think about the words I said, whether it is your dreams or your love".

"I don't even like Haeun and you are talking about love"

"I never took Haeun's name. I just said your dreams or your love. I never included Haeun in it. Not my problem if Haeun is the first person that comes to your mind when you hear love".