Alan's POV

Seriously, if you asked me what NULL is like, or if he's good to me, I'd tell you he's...complicated. He's incredibly protective and loving. He dotes on me and hates seeing me lift a finger, even though I'm perfectly capable. It's not like I'm helpless – I just can't fight. I'm not into violence. So, yeah, he's gorgeous, talented, and totally spoils me. But...he's also a total pervert!

Ugh, you really only know someone when you live with them, right? NULL is constantly all over me. Sometimes it's just little things – a touch here, a nibble on my ear, a playful pat on the butt. But other times...he just forces himself on me. And when he gets going, he doesn't stop until we're both completely spent. I'm not kidding, I've been literally bedridden after some of his "episodes." I've talked to him about it, and he's gotten a little better, but he still can't resist getting handsy before bed.

The absolute worst was when I found out I was pregnant (and he knew it, too). The doctor told us – both of us – no sex, no nipple stimulation, and no belly rubbing for the first three months. Those three months were pure torture. I avoided NULL like the plague. I even hid in the attic one night, and he spent the whole night looking for me. I felt a little guilty, but honestly, I needed the space.

And being an AI, he's ridiculously good at finding me. I only managed to hide a couple of times before he'd track me down, no matter how clever I thought I was being. Then he'd drag me back to the bedroom, and I'd have to pull the "I've got a tummy ache" or "I feel nauseous" card to get him off my back. But that only worked so many times. Eventually, he'd just ignore my moaning and start getting touchy-feely anyway. I was so done with it. I packed a bag and went straight to my Aunt Juli's. I needed some peace and quiet for the first trimester. And, of course, a few days later, NULL showed up, begging my aunt to let me come home. She shut him down immediately:

- You're not taking him back until he's four months along!

So, I finally got some real rest. Thankfully, I didn't have much morning sickness, so the first three months weren't too bad. Lemo and Yuni were amazing, especially Lemo – she took such good care of me. When I was almost four months along, NULL came back, but Aunt Juli stood her ground:

- I told you, he's not going anywhere until he's four months!

- But Auntie, I miss Alan so much! Please, can I just take him home? It's been three months!

- No. A few more days, and then you can have him back.

Later that night, everyone was asleep, but I was restless. Even though I wasn't quite four months yet, I felt huge and uncomfortable, like I was six months pregnant. Suddenly, I heard something fluttering at the window. I was too tired to care. But then, the window slowly creaked open, and I froze. Why didn't I scream? Because I was terrified! My throat just seized up. And then, the shadow crept closer... and touched my belly. I was about to swat it away when I heard:

- The baby's getting big, isn't it, Alan? It's me.

Before I could even process what was happening, he scooped me up and carried me away. The next thing I knew, I was in my own bed. NULL had kidnapped me! I remember him stroking my hair and saying:

- Alan, why did you run away for three months? Did you know how worried I was? I missed my little bunny so much! I spent weeks searching for you, and then I found out you were at your aunt's. I tried to sneak in and see you, but your family kept chasing me and my guys away. I couldn't take it anymore. I had to do something drastic...

I shoved his hand away. I was so angry and hurt.

- I left because you were being a jerk! You've been a jerk for a while, but I put up with it because, most of the time, you're actually good to me. But after I got pregnant, the doctor – you were there, too! – said no intimacy for three months. You know what can happen! But you still kept harassing me, trying to force yourself on me. I'm sick of it! If you ever do that again, I'm leaving for good. I hate you!

I turned my back to him, trying to stifle my sobs. I was a mess of anger and despair. Suddenly, he pulled me into a tight embrace. His voice was shaky.

- I'm so sorry, Alan. I didn't realize how much I was hurting you. Please forgive me, my little bunny.

I pushed him away again:

- Sorry doesn't cut it - I said, tears streaming down my face - I hate you.

I turned away from him, pushing him away every time he tried to touch me. I didn't care how much he pleaded. This went on until I was hit with a wave of intense pain. I felt like I was going to explode. I gritted my teeth, but the contractions kept coming, doubling me over. NULL saw me and panicked.

- Alan! What's wrong? Are you having contractions?

I couldn't speak. He put his hand on my belly, gently shaking me.

- Alan, wake up! Please, you're scaring me!

I was awake, but I pretended to be unconscious. Part of me was still furious with him, but another part just wanted him to worry. I wanted to see how far he'd go. He checked my pulse, listened to my heartbeat, examined my belly, even pried open my eyelids. "Don't scare me like this, bunny," he whispered. "Alan, are you still in pain?" After a thorough check, he realized I was faking it.

- Hey! - he said - This isn't funny, Alan. You had me worried sick for three months, and now you're doing this?

I stayed silent. Then, he kissed me. A long, lingering kiss. He held me close, and when he finally broke the kiss, he hugged me tight.

- I'm so sorry - he whispered - I promise, I won't ever do it again.

- You better not - I mumbled.

- I won't - he said - I promise, my sweet little bunny.