EP 4
Matsushita Chiaki's POV
"Matsushita-san's perspective?!" Kei, Satou, and Shinohara were surprised.
Everyone in the theater almost understood my personality. However, they still don't know what her past is like, what made her become like that.
Everyone is having the same question.
"We will react to a bit of Matsushita Chiaki's past."
Hearing what the Author was planning, I kept my expression unchanged and showed no signs of showing any emotion through my eyes. A lifelessness appeared in my eyes, I stared at the screen.
"I finally know something about Matsushita." Kei was very nervous.
"Kuku finally knows something more about the female monster." Ryuuen smiled with curiosity and excitement
The truth is I don't care what he's thinking or feeling.
"Fufufu this will be very important information." Arisu chuckled.
I don't exactly want to feel anything about what they're saying.
"What happened to Matsushita-san?!" Ichinose
Their pity is unnecessary, my concern is meaningless.
"How much pain did they have to pay to turn into that kind of person?" Suzune pondered
Because of meaninglessness, I don't consider you to have an important position that affects my life.
Only Ayanokouji and Kouenji caught my attention much.
"EP4: Monster of Greed"
"Just the title alone makes a strong impression." Oreki shivered
"Obsessed with greed..." Hachiman pondered.
The world is painted in different, vibrant colors. Man's view of the world is lively, exciting and refreshing.
Because people are born in love for each other, creating small lives from their love.
However, the world cannot lack the color black... The darkness of the world - A world corrupted by greed and power.
"What does that mean?!" Satou suddenly shouted.
I don't believe Satou is stupid enough to not understand that, more precisely she stubbornly doesn't want to understand.
"Matsushita-san has never felt love...." Kei seemed to want to say something more but didn't dare.
"Because Matsushita-san was not born with parental love like us. That's what you want to say, right?" Suou Yuki had no hesitation in saying that.
"And I guess..." Kuze looked towards the silent Ayanokouji and Kouenji, and continued: "Those two are just like Matsushita-san."
How long has it been?
Ah...
I haven't slept since I was born, never. People cannot continue to live without sleep. Because sleep is when people rest and restore energy for the future called "tomorrow".
"W-What?!!" Kaguya panicked.
"She has never slept since she was born." Miyuki gasped.
Karuizawa's group started sobbing because they couldn't believe their friend had gone through something like that.
"How can people live even if they never sleep?!!" Oreki also couldn't calm down
"What the hell happened to you, Matsushita-san?!" Hachiman
"Too unreasonable!" Hayasaka
"What the hell did Matsushita go through?!" sudo
"This is not something normal people can do." Susan
"It's terrible! Why would a child have to go through something like that?!" Hirata
Sakayanagi Arisu started to remember something, she was trembling not from excitement. It was surprise and panic.
"What's the matter, princess?" Hashimoto
"The loli is panicking?!" Kamuro
"It seems like you know something, right, Sakayanagi?" Ryuuen couldn't smile, he put on a serious look as if he absolutely demanded an answer.
"I once heard about a mad scientist 50 years ago. He developed a drug that causes people to mutate. Oh no, human mutations are too mild. Exactly, Matsushita is no longer human, she has lost all the functions necessary to become human." Arisu looked at Matsushita in panic.
"A-Are you kidding, Sakayanagi-san?!" Kei was trembling with fear.
"Wait! I remember now... THAT'S RIGHT, didn't the Matsushita family capture that mad scientist?! But due to the extreme cruelty of the experiment, it was hidden and not announced to the public. Only large families that influence the government know about this." Hayasaka
"But what does it mean to lose all essential human functions?!" Arya was scared.
"Why don't we continue watching?" I spoke up with an extremely cold voice.
All last night, I sat on the bed... Just like that. I don't need to rest, because that's not necessary.
"Greed is absolute power!"
Greed is power, that's not wrong, I agree with this theory. But that power is only absolute when the owner of greed has enough power to satisfy it.
"She is truly obsessed with greed..." Sakuta
"Why would you say something like that to a child?!" Tomorrow
"This is really outrageous! She doesn't deserve to endure this." Satou cried as she spoke.
I don't need you to cry for pity.
"Why do she and Ayanokouji-kun have to suffer like that? Why would their parents do such a thing?!!" Shinohara is similar to Satou.
I don't care about your feelings.
"It's too much! How cruel!" Hiyori
But I especially want to see your reaction, Karuizawa Kei.
After all this, do you still want to be friends with me?
"I will try harder. I have to help Kiyotaka and Matsushita-san." Kei was very scared but remained determined.
I wonder how strong her spirit is?
"Chiaki, power is everything!"
It's not wrong... Power is everything, I crave it and have no intention of changing. I know the thoughts that were crammed into my head from a young age are the opposite of normal people.
"We are really similar, Matsushita." Kiyotaka spoke up after being silent all this time.
"You will never be equal to a perfect existence like me." Kouenji
"I don't need to be equal to anyone. What I want is to control everything." I replied.
Normal...
Why should I care about "normal people"?
I can't be a normal person, from the moment I was born.
Everyone understands that there is no normal human being who has never slept since birth.
I realized the eyes of fear and pity were looking at me.
Never mind!
"You are a monster, a monster serving the Matsushita family." I told myself and repeated that sentence all night long.
"The Matsushita family has really gone too far." Kaguya hugged her forehead
"It's unbelievable that they used that drug." Hayasaka
"Is this brutal method any different from what Ayanokouji-sensei did to Kiyotaka?!" Arisu gritted his teeth
"The Matsushita family has really made this more complicated." Suou Yuki
"The drug stops the human body's essential functions... How scary!" Suou Masachika
Actually, I don't remember anything from the moment I was born.
At least the things from when I was 4 years old, I still remember them clearly and in detail.
Everyone fell silent when they realized my past was about to be revealed.
"AHHHHHH!!"
A scream of pain rang out, the image of me lying on my stomach and shaking, surrounded by trees and bushes.
"W-What?!!" Kei saw me writhing in pain and stood up with an unbelievable expression.
"How can they treat a child like that?!" Satou broke out right after Kei, she couldn't bear to see my best friend writhing in pain on the screen.
Shinohara and Mori sat trembling and panicking.
"Matsushita-sensei is truly cruel! He not only used that drug on his daughter and also used such violent methods." President Sakayanagi expressed anger at everything being shown on the screen.
"It's inhumane!"
"Tch!" Even Ryuuen couldn't laugh.
Why do you have to panic so much? The best moment is always the ending of the episode.
I am no longer on land.
Where I am standing is a deserted island.
I was miserable, looking at the man right in front of me.
That man came closer, looked down at me with disdain, and a cold and deadly sound spoke:
"Stand up!"
The order was spoken by that man, my body reacted with familiar instincts.
My stomach still hurts, maybe it was bruised after being kicked by that man. But my body automatically obeys orders like a loyal dog.
"She was abandoned on a deserted island...." Kei
"Still treated like a human being." Satou
"They are training her from a young age. The goal is to create a loyal subordinate." Hachiman gritted his teeth
"I'm so scared, Oreki-kun!" Chitanda buried her face in Oreki's chest
"Humans can be so cruel..." Hiyori
"So this is the corruption of this world..." Suzune
"And here are three victims of corruption." Manabu
"I really want to laugh, but I can't laugh." Nagumo
"So terrible!" Asahina
"You must know your identity, right? Defective blood!"
Blood.... That's exactly it!
I am my father's illegitimate child from a woman in a brothel, born of dirty and vile blood.
"It seems we are really similar in this aspect." Kiyotaka said.
"Eh... What do you mean, Kiyotaka?!" Kei
"I'm still worried that my mother and Matsushita are the same person." Kiyotaka spoke very calmly
This is just Kiyotaka's way of suggesting to everyone that his mother is also a whore. As for Kouenji, he remained silent, perhaps this is the difference between us.
"Hold out your hand."
I immediately obeyed that man's orders, not daring to resist. More precisely, I couldn't resist the instincts of my trained body.
The man grabbed my wrist very forcefully, I cried out in pain: "Ggggrrrrrrr!!!"
"As expected of that medicine..." Chairman Sakayanagi gritted his teeth angrily.
"Hey, Sakayanagi! What kind of medicine is that?!" Ryuuen
"I think your answer will come when you continue watching." Arisu also doesn't want to talk too much about that medicine.
He injected something into my body again.
No, it was always injected into my body when I arrived on the island. That's when I started remembering everything later.
Maybe they always injected me a long time ago.
Since birth, I have probably always had this injected into my body.
UH-254, that is the name of the drug injected into my body.
A drug that causes my body to mutate. It caused me to lose all basic human functions such as hunger, sleepiness, and crying. I have never understood normal human things.
"Does that evil drug really exist in this world?!" Arya was scared.
"Not hungry, not sleepy and unable to cry... Why did this cruel thing happen?!" Kei cried more and more
"Nothing is impossible." I said.
I put my hand on my stomach and it said:
"Now I've lost everything as a girl."
Her actions and words stunned everyone even more.
Can't give birth!
That is the biggest consequence caused by that drug.
Satou, Shinohara, Mori were hit by such a strong mental attack, they fainted. Only Kei kept his spirits up and continued watching.
Because I have never been treated like a real person by others.
What should I do?
"Fight, Chiaki. You must fight to usurp greed and power."
Fight...
That's right, I have to fight.
No matter how much time I have to spend...
1 second, 1 minute, 1 year or a lifetime.
I will fight for things that never belonged to me, even if I destroy everything that is tied to my "bloodline".
It's just a relationship on paper and the blood flowing in my body.
I will destroy all enemies that stand in my way!
"Matsushita-san... So scary!" Mii-chan trembled
"Fight for power to satisfy your own greed." Manabu
"This is the real Matsushita Chiaki." Karma
"Exactly the type of person who has no cure. Do you really want to be friends with her, Karuizawa-san?" Ishigami
Everyone had begun to wait for Kei's answer.
I'm waiting for you to give in, Karuizawa Kei.
"The kind of person that can't be saved... So I just need to make it "possible". I want to be friends with Matsushita Chiaki!!!" Kei actually shouted.
I still kept a blank expression looking at Kei.
Not impressed....
But something welled up from my heart. But I know my heart no longer has feelings.
What is this thing that wants to come out?!
First, it was the man himself.
My body has adapted to the injected medicine. Now, I have lost the feeling of pain.
Pain creates fear...
Which means I never feel scared again.
I can fight to the death and not worry about anything.
"Kukuku that's right, your fighting spirit is scary, monster girl!!" Ryuen is excited.
"Can't feel fear or pain anymore. So why are you called human..." Futaba
"If she were still human, it would be hard to believe." Satoshi
"I can't watch anymore." Fujiwara shouted
"She doesn't deserve to endure something like that." Lino
By the time I was 8 years old, that man and his entire subordinates were defeated by me. They lay on the ground screaming in agony, I destroyed all of their limbs and their ability to reproduce.
Even then I couldn't feel anything anymore. Because I no longer have any pity for humans, including myself.
During 4 years on this small island, what I learned was knowledge, fighting, assassination, using weapons, and creating strategies. Why do I have to learn such things?
"So I remember correctly. Indeed it is them." Karasuma-sensei.
Koro-sensei and Bitch-sensei also nodded.
"Ara, do you know anything about those people?" Karma
"They are assassins from a secret organization." Karasuma-sensei
"S-Assassin?!!" Kei exclaimed.
"And that little monster took down assassins when she was only 8 years old. Kukuku is such a scary girl!" Ryuuen
"So she's training to be an assassin, right?" Nagisa
"How do you know so much about the world of assassins?" Oreki looked at Karasuma-sensei
"This is a secret." Karasuma-sensei
"Fufufu is exactly like Ayanokouji-kun when he was young." Arisu
"Have you done that too?" Kei
"Yes." Kiyotaka
Because I was born with only one purpose...
That is to become the protector of my daughter who carries my father's official bloodline, my younger sister.
After this incident, father sent more professional assassins to monitor and educate me.
It doesn't matter anymore....
Even the loyalty instinct they tried to create in me to never betray was swallowed up by the drug UH-254.
The only thing left on the island is a monster in the shape of a little girl.
"Who the hell invented this medicine?!" Hachiman
"He brought Matsushita into the world just for that purpose..." Sakurako Yuki
"What a terrible father!" Kuze
"Nagisa!" Serious Katana.
"What's wrong, Karma-kun?" Nagisa
"Watch carefully. Now, Matsushita has the same assassination talent as him. But you and she follow two different ideals." Karma
Nagisa remained silent after hearing Karma's comment.
When I turned 13, I successfully captured my father's attention. He was very satisfied with the unimaginable development.
He threw away his legitimate daughter.
And I have officially become the legal heir of the Matsushita family.
I have killed too many...
But I don't care anymore.
I have gained power, my greed has been satisfied, right?
Why do I still feel empty? I did exactly as my mother taught me.
No... that's not anyone's teachings.
Those were thoughts born from my feelings before.
I manipulated myself, setting a goal of power.
I have always believed that as long as there is power to satisfy greed, the emotions will return.
I'm still like this.
And I come to the final conclusion:
I will never be happy for the rest of my life.
"He abandoned his legitimate daughter right after realizing that his illegitimate child possessed superior talent..." Kaguya
"She no longer cares about anything except power." Hayasaka
"What's scarier is that she manipulated herself into thinking that those were the words her mother taught her." Miyuki
"You will be happy, Chiaki." Kei spoke softly and I could still hear
When I entered ANHS, I felt someone exactly like me, Kouenji Rokusuke. He is the target, I entered this school to investigate his abilities.
Then I realized Ayanokouji Kiyotaka was just like me.
But there are differences between the three of us.
If I fight for greed!
What are those two fighting for?
The answer will appear when the three of us duel.
"Victory is everything!" Kiyotaka
"Become the perfect existence!" Kouenji
"Greed is power!" I
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