20. Unhappiness
TAEHYUNG's POV
"Ya! Are you seriously dating Yuna?" Jimin groaned in frustration.
"Yea......."
"We know what happened back then... But do you still love her?" Rapmon asked this time. I turn into stone. I didn't know how to answer. Do I still love her? I don't know.
"Why aren't you answering?"
"What about Jinhee then? A few days ago you told us you were going to ask her out soon, don't you remember?" Of course I remember! how can I forget, I even plan how I'm going to ask get out. But things didn't go the way I planned.
"Yes, I remember"
"Then why are you dating Yuna now! So you like Yuna or Jinhee?" Of course I like Jinhee! .... No, I love her.
"I love Jinhee..."
"Ask Jinhee out then!"
"You guys don't understand, I just don't want to hurt Yuna, she already suffered back then because of me!"
"So you're just going to lied to her? She'll just be more hurt if she found out you don't even love her. Then you going to end up hurting Yuna, Jinhee, and yourself!" Suga said. Suga have a point. I'm just going end up hurting all of us.
"I... Need more time..." I replied.
They all sighed.
Jungkook laid a hand on my shoulder. "I hope you make the right decision, hyung"
"Thanks."
"You know, the main reason Jinhee reject me.... Because she told me, she loves you." Rapmon lowered his head. Really? Jinhee.... Love me, too? I want to tell her I feel the same too.... But-
JINHEE's POV
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Here we go again, another scandal about me with some other male idol I don't even talk to.
I feels like god is trying to make fun of me the fact that Taehyung already have a girlfriend or is he trying to comfort me? Telling me to move on?
"Taehyung, I made this for you~" My expression drop immediately upon hearing Yuna's voice.
You know what's great? She start to hang out with us too. Nice isn't it?
I could sense every girl in this cafeteria all send glares at her. It's funny because I used to be the target, now they don't even give a shit about me. Should I be happy about this?
Usually I'm the one who sit next to Taehyung, but she takes over that seat now. Seeing her acting all lovey dovey making me cringe in disgust.
"Here, say ahh~" Yuna's right arm wrap around his arm while her left hand tried to feed him. This remind me of the night Taehyung is sick...
"It's alright." Tae let out a nervous laugh, "I can eat by myself."
"Are you okay?" Miyoung whispered in my ear.
I gave her a weak smile, "Of course!"
I continue to poke my food, I have no appetite today.
I put on a resting-bitch-face while inside.... I feel like dying.
NO ONE's POV
It was a pain for BTS to watch what's going. One by one, they all shake their head in frustration.
Taehyung looks around, he knows what his other members feel. But what can he do? Although he love Jinhee, he can't hurt Yuna again.
Taehyung glance at Jinhee, his heart broke when she ignores him in class this morning. It hurt him more not being able to see her smile or hear her laugh. He misses her presence next to him. How he wish he could run over there to hug her..... But he can't.
"Jungkookie! The principal need you in the main office!" A random kid said.
"Why?" Jungkook said annoyingly.
"I don't know but he need you, now!"
"Ugh, hyung! Can you go with me?" Jungkook asked but no one answered.
"Come on!! Hyung! Noona!"
"Just go by yourself, you're not a kid anymore" Rapmon said leaving Jinhee in shocked. She wanted to go with Jungkook, but Jimin hold her back.
"Fine!" Jungkook stomp his way out.
"Good job, your job is done." J-hope said while giving the random kid a smile.
"What's going on?" Taehyung asked.
"That kid is finally gone!" Jimin smiled.
"Why?!"
"It's his birthday in a few days, let's go to the mall after school to buy him a present!" Suga said.
"Of course! Let's go after school!" Jin and Miyoung replied together.
"Okay! We haven't go to the mall together in a long time, oppa" Yuna smile while resting on Tae's shoulder.
Jinhee frowned.
"It's for Jungkook's birthday present, not a date for you and him" Jimin mutter under his breath but Taehyung could hear it. All Taehyung did was sigh.
TAEHYUNG's POV
"Hey"
".....Hi" Jinhee replied. She finally spoke a word to me.
"How are you doing?" I have no idea what to say.
"Bad." she answered shortly then rest her forehead on her arms.
"How are you and Yuna?" She asked not looking at me.
"Fine"
"Iheard the story from Jin. It's fortunate that she came back. You must be happy..."
The sadness in her words are driving me crazy! How can I be happy?
"Yeah...."
She suddenly lift up her head and smile brightly.
"Aigoo! Your first love is finally back. You're a lucky guy!" She laugh dazzlingly while slightly punch my shoulder.
"Y-yeah!" Her sudden change of mood surprised me. "You're happy for me?" I asked.
"Of course I'm happy! Why would you even asked" she smile again. Is that true, Jinhee?
JINHEE's POV
I let out the longest sigh of my life! It was tough than I expect to act happy in front of him. I thought for a moment I was just going to burst in tears right there but I didn't.
Although Taehyung have a girlfriend now, I don't want our relationship to change. I want our relationship to still be happy like we always were.
"Yah!! Wait for me!" Taehyung yelled behind me.
"Hurry up Tae, they're waiting!!" I smile as I halt to wait for him.
"What are you going to buy for Kookie?" I asked.
"I don't know yet, but something red. That kid like the color red."
"What about you?" He asked
"Shh! Secret~"
"Oppa!!!!~"
I parted away from Taehyung immediately.
"Let's go shall we??" Yuna said while locked herself to Tae's arms. So clingy
"Oh! Hi eonnie" she finally notice my existence. Ennie my ass, I'm only a few month older.
"Hey" I answered back then walk away, I don't want to look like a third-wheeler. Taehyung looks like a want to come with me, but his little needy girlfriend hold him back. Tch
"Alright everyone spread out and find a present for Jungkook, be back in an hour, okay?" Suga said.
"Ya! Let's go together!" Taehyung said while grabbing onto my sleeve.
"Uh......" Is he crazy?
"Oppa! Oppa! Let's go to that store!" Yuna said pointing somewhere.
"I'm good." I replied.
"Come on, come with me! Yuna won't mind!" He started to drag me. I really don't like this.
"Right Yuna?" Taehyung asked.
Yuna look at me, she scanned me from top to bottom with a scary eyes I can't help but shake.
"sure"
So I end up going with them... Or should I said third wheeling.
"Oppa? Isn't this pretty?" Yuna spun around holding a white dress in front of her.
"Umh" Taehyung nodded
"Ay, you don't even care" she pout. God please just kill me.
"It's pretty!!" Taehyung replied.
Oh! I'm sorry, I forget we're here for Jungkook's birthday gift not shopping clothes for yourself.
"They're such a adorable young couple" a middle age woman said to her husband. "Remind me of us when we were young." She smiled.
It was cute, but unfortunately... She was compliment Yuna and Taehyung. What am I even doing here.
"Oppa! Did you hear that? They compliment us" she cutely giggle.
"Yeah." Taehyung replied. "Yuna, can we go buy a present for Jungkook now?"
"Um...... Only a little bit more. I'll try on one more thing!"
Ugh, I'm leaving
"Yah! Where are you going?" Taehyung grabbed my wrist.
"I'm just a little bit tired." I weakly smiled. "I'll just go sit on some bench outside."
He look worried. "Do you need me to go with you?"
"No! You should go with Yuna,... I'll be fine"
No matter what he said, I insisted. So I end up leaving the place to go with Miyoung. She, along with her boyfriend knows that I have feelings for Tae. They tried to comfort me. It was nice of them, I'm happy to have so many kind people in my life.
"Yah! What will you say if he ask where you got his present from?" BamBam asked.
"I'll just tell Jungkook that I have connection..... He won't be suspicious right?"
"It's totally suspicious for me to be honest" BamBam continues. "Anyway~~ how are you and Taehyung?" He tried to tickle me but I wasn't laughing.
"Why? You guys fight?" He asked.
"No, I just.... Don't think we were meant for each other" I said.
"Why? Come on! Don't tell me you're giving up already. What happened?"
"BamBam-ah, he already have a girlfriend."
"What?! But didn't he confessed to you??? How dare him!" BamBam frowned. "He did not know what he just did! He just reject the girl that all guys want! I just want to punch him right now!"
I chuckle at BamBam's statement.
"He didn't reject me, pabo!... And what? The girls all guys want?" I laughed. "Where did you get that from?"
"What? Am I wrong? All the fanboys out there dying for you. Even other male idols claimed you as their ideal type and yet, the guy you like have a girlfriend...... How ironic" BamBam shakes his head.
I punched on his shoulder and he winced. "You're not helping!" I rolled my eyes.
"Fine! If you want I can seduce his girlfriend for you"
"No!"
"I'll hook you up with Mark!"
"No!"
"How about JB?"
"He's not my style!"
"What about JYP?"
"Don't make me puke" I let out a weak laugh.
Then the atmosphere turn quiet. Unknowingly, a droplets of tear travel down my face. Stupid tears! Out of no where! Drops after drops, the tears won't stop falling.The tears that I've been holding in for so long, suddenly outburst. I tried to hold it in, but the more a tried, the more tears stream down my face.
"Jinhee-ah........." I heard BamBam said softly. I realized BamBam still here, I feel stupid and weak to cry like this.
I wiped my tears and chuckle nervously "haha..... Stupid dust..... Fall in my eyes."
BAMBAM's POV
I couldn't stand it anymore, I pulled her to my embrace. As her best friend, I know that she rarely cries. Now that her tears are streaming down uncontrollably, it makes me feels uneasy. She loves Taehyung a lot.
"Stupid, you don't need to lie." I rubbed her back as she sobbed harder on my shoulder. I could feel her tears soaked in my shirt.
The more tears she shred, the more I hate that guy. Didn't he said he loved her? How can he change so fast! I'll swear one day, I'll make him pay back for making my best friend hurt!
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