"I think you're crazy. "

Min Yoongi trudged down the field, hand in hand with the best boy he's ever met. They're currently finding for a good spot to set up for picnic all while talking about their dream jobs.

"You think so? I don't think it's crazy, I think it's fantastic." Hoseok smiles widely and eyes Yoongi before letting go of his hand slowly.

Yoongi hates the absence of Hoseok's warmth between his fingers but he can't stop the love of his life from slipping away all too soon.

20th.

Yoongi hears the bustling sounds of the outside, of busy people and honking cars, the smell of rain and the breeze that occasionally passes by them from time to time. He feels and sees all this, still hand in hand with the love of his life.

"Let's try this cafe nearby, I heard their desserts are so good especially the cheesecake!" Hoseok excitedly speaks while showing Yoongi the cafe from his phone.

Hoseok is given a break from the Police Department since it's December anyway and there isn't going around that much.

Yoongi is pulled swiftly by Hoseok as he sees the cafe nearing their line of sights. Yoongi opens the door for Hoseok like the gentleman he is and Hoseok only smiles gleefully. Oh, what a sight to see.

They took a seat after ordering the well-known cheescake and cappuccino because Hoseok says so.

"How was the station?" Yoongi has been meaning to ask this since Hoseok's arrival in the station.

"Everyone's kind and there's not much going on." He answers with ease that Yoongi somehow starts to worry that he's lying.

" I mean, there are some criminals who are aggressive and hurtful," He adds, "but overall everything is going well and I don't think I'll be in pain anytime soon. You don't have to worry, love."

Yoongi believes in this one and Hoseok's reassuring smile. He'll be alright, definitely.

24th.

"Advance Merry Christmas, love! I bought you a gift!" Hoseok smiles as he hands a medium-sized box to Yoongi.

"Ah, me too! I didn't expect you'll give it earlier, I'll go upstairs to get it real quick." He slowly puts the gift down and goes for a run upstairs to bring his present.

"Here you go." Yoongi hands him a medium-sized box too.

"Wow, we even got the same size. What could this be?" Hoseok smiles widely at Yoongi.

"If you see a red wrap inside, please give it to me." Yoongi says as Hoseok takes the gift from his hands.

He peeled the wrap and opened the box but he's welcomed by a box inside. Hoseok opens it with eyes full of excitement, peel after peel and box after box. Yoongi, on the other hand, feels his forehead sweating and heart racing.

As the boxes gradually became smaller and smaller, Yoongi turns back, wipes the sweat in his forehead and breathes heavily.

"Here?" Hoseok calls him while holding a box with a red wrap. Yoongi thinks, 'Now is the time.'

He peels the wrap off and Hoseok stares in shock as he kneels in one knee whilst opening the ring box.

"I.. We, we've been together for 11 years since highschool to know. 7 years in the relationship and I've fallen hard with you badly and I want you in my life forever and by my side until we die. I know.. I know this is too much to ask from a hardworking lover like you but... Will you marry me?"

Hoseok nods his head while tears are falling out. His eyes are filled with love and love only as Yoongi slides the ring on his finger. He helps him up and gives him the tightest hug he'd ever give.

Christmas Eve had never been the same.

25th.

They're at the grocery store at night and Yoongi is annoyed by how crowded the mall is. "We're packed like tuna, don't you see?"

"Yes but we have to put something on the table, now help me here before I throw you out on Christmas." Yoongi can only sigh and follow Hoseok as their hands are clasped together and finish the list of things to buy.

The exit was packed, people are running over to the exit, none of them caring if they pushed someone.

Hoseok holds on to Yoongi's arms on the left and the bags on the right. As they got out and smelled the fresh air, Hoseok's phone rings suddenly.

"Hello? ... Yes, I'm at the mall? Right now?.. Ok, I'll be there by a fee minutes."

Yoongi's head perked up as they walk through the parking lot.

"The police station. Something happened and I have to be there as soon as possible," Hoseok answers as they get in the car. "Can you drop me by the station?" Yoongi nods and starts the engine of the car.

When they reached the station, Hoseok kisses him, "You can cook right?" he laughs, "Cook for us while I'm away, I'll be back as soon as possible."

Yoongi kisses him back. "Alright. Be back by 9, love. Take care." Yoongi is somewhat reluctant and his eyes are filled with worry.

"I will! You'll definitely see me by 9 or none. I love you!" Hoseok grins and gives a last peck before getting out of the car.

Yoongi goes home and immediately starts cooking while the time is ticking.

9pm.

Yoongi's mind is aimlessly wandering to different places. It's 9pm and 50 minutes now and Hoseok hasn't come home.

"Ah, should I call him?.. Yeah no, he's busy."

He stirs the pot and waits for Hoseok a little bit longer. It's Christmas and the breeze is hitting him harder than it should.

HOSEOK.

G

unshots, shouting, screaming. They're everywhere. A robber is on the loose and Hoseok is a few meters away from him.

Hoseok crosses and hides in the car beside him whilst holding his gun. He sees the robber eyeing his other partner.

Hoseok lunges for the robber but his chest feels drastically in pain.

He slumps on the cold asphalt, his vision getting blurry every second and he wonders if he should've been at home with his lover rather than a battlefield.

11pm.

Yoongi gets a call from the station and he gets up so fast from bed his head aches for a while.

"Police Jung has been shot and is now treated in XX hospital."

Yoongi drives above the regular advised meter. He reached a few minutes only with watery eyes and sweaty hands. He runs inside and eyes the police in uniform.

"Where is he?"

Someone points at a room and Yoongi quickly runs towards the room. He sees Hoseok lying in the hospital bed looking so weak it breaks his heart.

"Oh my god.." He bawls his eyes out as Hoseok smiles at him even in such pain. He drags himself to him and cries in his shoulders.

"I'm sorry I didn't really get there by 9?" Hoseok tries to joke to lighten the mood.

"You dumbass.."

"Uh. No way, I think you're the dumbass here." Hoseok lightly laughs and ruffles Yoongi's hair. The minutes pass by with Yoongi in his arms and Hoseok gently ruffling and talking to him.

Everything seems so well until it's not.

"Love, I don't think I have much time." Hoseok whispers. Yoongi raises his head quickly.

"....What?" Yoongi can't believe what he's hearing. He looks at Hoseok who's weaker than a few minutes ago.  Yoongi's tears fall rapidly as he takes in the words Hoseok said.

"I love you forever and please don't find someone new.. I mean you can.. I love you until my very last breathe." Hoseok says quite softly but Yoongi heara how the pain between his words.

Yoongi holds his hands and wipes his tears. "Merry Christmas."

"Merry... christmas.. I lo.. love.. you..." Hoseok's hands slips and his heart aches of pain.

Yoongi hates the absence of Hoseok's warmth between his fingers but he can't stop the love of his life from slipping away all too soon.

Min Yoongi is inside the hospital, hand in hand with the best boy he's ever met.

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holyshit i did this is one sitting and i cried when i made the ending why