Eunjung POV

I place my diary back on the shelf after writing in it. It's 10pm and I should go to bed. Soyeon is already sleeping soundly in her bed. I switch the light off and crawl into my covers. Hyomin looked tired today when she got back from her recording. I didn't get a call from her either. Things must of went well with Sunny. Maybe it's time to let her go?

I turn in my bed to face the wall. Then I hear the room door open with a creak.

"Eunjungie?" It's Hyomin. I try to stay still and pretend I'm sleeping. I don't want to hear about her and Sunny, not now. I don't think I can take the heartbreak anymore. I hear her whisper my name once more and I know I can't resist her. I turn around and there she is at the edge of my bed. She smiles that smile that always melts my heart.

"What do you want?" I ask even though I already know what she'll say.

"Jiyeon keeps mumbling in her sleep and it's keeping me up." She says with a pout on her face which I think is so cute. Of course it's Jiyeon with her mumbling again.

"So, what do you want me to do?" Now she tugs on my blanket.

"Come on Eunjungie, let me sleep with you." She says in that whiny tone which makes me smile. I lift the covers and she slips inside. Hyomin nestles her head against the pillow then clasps her hands over mine.

"It's so warm in your bed." Hyomin snuggles up to me and I feel my cheeks heat up. My heart is beating so loud I think Hyomin can hear it. Please don't let her notice. Please don't let her notice. "Eunjungie what are you thinking of right now?"

"Nothing special." I tried to lie but Hyomin saw through it.

"Oh really? Then why is your heart beating so fast." I see a smirk on her face as she looks into my eyes. I can feel my heart beat even faster now. Does she know? Did she find out? What should I do? "Just what were you thinking of hmm?"

"I-I was thinking of, something."

"Something or someone?" My heart won't stop beating, I feel both scared and excited about the possibility of her finding out. "Come on you can tell me. You like someone don't you?" But of course she won't find out cause she's an idiot, my idiot.

"There is someone." Hyomin's eyes lit up and she asked what the person was like. "Well she's not very smart and is a little weird."

"That's how you describe your secret crush Eunjungie?"

"She is though!" I shout a little too loud and I see Soyeon stir in the bed across the room. I lower my voice to a whisper. "Anyway I really like her though. She somehow makes me feel whole." I pause and think if I should tell her or not. I want to tell her but at the same time I'm afraid she'll reject me and things between us would get complicated.

"But I think it's time to let her go." I look away from her. I think I'll break down if I see her face.

"What why?"

"Because she has someone else. Everything she ever talks about is someone else."

"Did you tell her?" I shake my head. "Then why are you giving up already? You didn't even tell her your true feelings yet."

"Never mind Hyomin, don't worry about it. I'll handle it later just go to sleep. You seemed tired when you came home." She nodded and closed her eyes. Seconds later Hyomin was asleep. She really must've been tired. I move a strand of hair from her face and continue to stare.

"I love you." I whisper to her kind of hoping she would hear and say it back to me like in the movies. Sadly it's the opposite as I hear her mumble Sunny's name. I think it is time to let her go.

Hyomin POV

It's so warm and cozy in my bed today. I squeeze and snuggle into my teddy bear only to hear it moan then shift. I don't remember stuffed animals being able to do that. I snap my eyes open and look around to see where I am. A pair of arms are around my waist and I remember I snuck into Eunjungie's bed. I look down and see Eunjung still sleeping.

"Eunjung are you awake?" I whisper but don't receive an answer. I poke her cheek lightly making her twitch. Aw, so cute. I brush her hair from her forehead. Was she always this good looking? I can't seem to look away. My face is getting hot and my heart is beating faster. What's going on? Eunjung shifted then slowly opened her eyes.

"Are you awake already Hyomin?" I lied and said I had just woken up. I'm glad she didn't notice me staring at her handsome face. After we had gotten out of bed and ate breakfast, I headed out to record for invincible youth.

I work in the fields to try and clear my head but all I can think about is Eunjung's face when I woke up. Am I somehow falling for her? No that can't be right. I like Sunny not Eunjung. Do I like Eunjung?

"Hyomin are you listening to me?" I hear Sunny call me out of my thoughts. "Are you all right? You seem a bit off today."

"Of course I'm fine. I was just thinking of ways to win you over." I lie and smile at her.

"Well as I was saying before, all my members are promoting something later today so I'm alone and I was wondering if you wanted to hang out." I wanted to say yes, I almost said yes but I stopped. I felt weird, like my chest was empty. I'm supposed to feel happy but I'm not. Instead I feel sad.

"Not today Sunny. I'm feeling really tired." I saw Sunny with a look of shock on her face, heck I was shocked too. I just turned down the person I have been crushing on for months.

"Hyomin are you really ok?" Sunny asks me again. I'm asking myself that question.

"I told you I'm fine, just a little tired." Sunny isn't convinced as she presses her hand against my forehead. I remove her hand and say I need to use the bathroom even though I really don't need to. I walk to the wood and straw makeshift bathroom we had made on the first day. I see Greeny and decide to walk over and pet him. He pulls away from me like he always does.

"I guess you take after Sunny. You both don't like me do you?" I sigh and get lost in my thoughts again. Why did I say no to Sunny? Could I really be falling for Eunjung? Maybe I am.

Jiyeon POV

I take Eunjung unnie's diary with me to the loveseat again since she's gone recording. I open to a page and begin reading.

Hyomin is sick today. I brought food to her and saw that she was under the covers. I felt her forehead and her temperature was down. It felt terrible seeing her like this. I sat on the edge of her bed combing my fingers through her silky hair.

I'm interrupted as I smell food. I look up and Boram unnie comes into the living room taking the seat next to me. In her hands is a bowl of delicious food that is calling me.

"You seem to be studying hard Jiyeon." I nod while still eyeing the food. Boram noticed my staring and scooped a spoonful to feed me. It's so good! I swallow then go back to reading.

She's so pretty. I know I shouldn't feel this way about her but I can't help it. Just looking at her makes my heart beat faster. I feel like it's going to explode sometimes. I caressed her soft cheek and kissed her forehead. I lightly ran my thumb against her lips. I really want to kiss her, to feel her lips on mine. I go crazy because of her.

I take my hand and place it on my chest. I can feel it beating faster. So this is what love is supposed to feel like.

"What are you studying Jiyeon?" Boram asks me then takes a bite of her food.

"I'm studying history." I reply back. I open my mouth to be fed my Boram unnie then close the notebook.

"I remember history. I wasn't really good at that. It was so boring."

"Not this history. It's actually very interesting."

"Ok good luck in studying then." Boram unnie left to the kitchen with her bowl. I walk to Eunjung's book shelf and place the book back into the correct spot. I wonder if the others have a diary too. I glance over at Soyeon's book shelf. Maybe I shouldn't snoop too much, they might suspect me. I exit the room then go to the kitchen and find Boram unnie so I can munch on snacks with her.