not until she died
was she a brave woman

she hid herself
in her shell

she hid her thought
in her heart

she hid her feelings
in her mind

nevertheless, finally
she was not afraid of the height
anymore
before
she jump

***

this
it does not tell people in struggle to live
it does not tell people in struggle to die
it: does nothing

the thought is another aspect to see the suicide
of who thinks it as an exit
"choosing to die is not going to work
it's a bad idea
it's, sometimes, stupid"
no, all of them

choosing to die
is not easy
it requires last words
it requires disconnection with emotions
it requires courage

to all those died
now being regret for your action
this might not for you
to all those suicided
now finding your peace
you're strong, remember that to the next life

if people really read this, i will be cursed for sure
but i'm not going to stop
i have to show my respect
for all those strong people not living this life