Chapter 04

"In situations like these, I sometimes wish I was a fat faggot like you," Jungkook sighs. Jimin is reading his book trying to block Jungkook out, but he tries to hard as he keeps reading the same sentence again and again. "I just hate having to do presentations, like I can't be bothered and then here you are," Jungkook was sitting on the table that was next to Jimin, looking down at him as Jimin kept his gaze on his book. "Do you think you're special, huh?" Jungkook asks Jimin who decides not to answer him.

Jungkook gets down from the table with a sigh, he stands with his knees on the floor. He then proceeds to harshly grab Jimin's cheeks and turn his face to look at him. "Answer me when I ask you a question," Jimin looks like a small puppy that just wants to escape from their abusive owner. "N-no, I-I don't think i'm s-special," Jimin speaks looking into Jungkook's dark eyes. Jungkook moves his hand away from Jimin's cheek.

"That's right. You're not special, you're just weird," Jungkook says also looking into Jimin's eyes and if someone were to see, it probably looks like they're having a staring contest. They were in biology class, they got told to spend this class to make their presentation and then the teacher just decided to leave. Great teacher. "Can you even say a sentence without stuttering?"

Jungkook chuckles and Jimin looks back at his book. "How's Yoongi?" Jungkook asks changing the subject. Jimin just shrugs. If he doesn't answer Jungkook gets mad but if he does answer, Jungkook will make fun of him. "I wonder if you guys have done it yet? oh that's right, you're a scared small boy, you'll probably remain a virgin forever," Jungkook keeps talking as he laughs and Jimin just feels like crying. He also feels like reminding Jungkook that he's older than him so he should shut the **** up.

Suddenly Jungkook's dark face changes. "Um, what about Taehyung. How is he?" Jungkook doesn't have a mocking tone in his voice anymore. Jimin decides not to answer. Jungkook then moved from sitting beside him, to in front of him.

"Look, I need you to give me his number," Jungkook said like he was being hurt, asking this of Jimin. Jimin finally looks at him again and raises an eyebrow in confusion. "Give me his number now, you fat bitch," Jungkook says, and his dark side is back again. Jimin sighs as he writes his hyungs number down for Jungkook.

He ribes the tiny piece of paper of his notebook and hands it to Jungkook. Jimin knows, Yoongi, Taehyung, Seokjin, his mother and his brother's number by heart. "Thank you. And don't you dare tell anyone of this," Jungkook stands up before walking back to his table to finish making his presentation. Jimin remains confused, also slightly worried that Taehyung will get mad at him for giving his number to Jungkook.

Taehyung would understand though. Jungkook looked at the piece of paper and rubbed his face in frustration. You see, Jungkook actually isn't that bad, he's just insecure about liking one of Jimin's friends that's another guy. So he takes it out on Jimin. And believe it or not, Jungkook, sometimes, feels bad for the words he speaks to Jimin.

Suddenly Jimin feels his phone buzz against his thigh. He would listen to music usually, but his biology teacher doesn't allow that. That doesn't stop a lot of people from listening to music anyways, but Jimin always listens to the teacher. Jimin reads the text, as the first thing when he looks at his bright phone screen. "You really are a fat bitch." Jimin reads the words fastly as his eyebrows furrow in confusion.

Jimin looked around the class. Jungkook was minding his own business with his schoolwork. Namjoon was helping him. Jimin's third bully Hoseok wasn't in this class, but hoseok was never mean enough to call him these things.

His fourth and last bully, Jackson, is in the same year as Seokjin, senior year, whilst the rest is in junior year. Jackson is the one who bullies Jimin the most and then Jungkook is the second on that list. But Jackson actually hasn't talked to Jimin for a while so it would be weird for him to suddenly just text him this. Jimin figures he's probably just busy with senior year.

"Seriously, lose some weight." Jimin immediately looks down to his screen when he feels another vibration. He checks the number, but it's unknown. He then looks down. He looks down to his belly, slightly poking it, and then down to his thighs. The bell rings for lunch and Jimin has already decided that he wouldn't be eating anything.

Jimin quickly looks around the classroom one last time before exiting, to go to the cafeteria. He saw Jungkook on his phone, but he hopes it wasn't him who texted him. Jimin doesn't know why, but he really hopes it was some other idiot. Jimin actually pities Jungkook sometimes. He believes that Jungkook is really handsome. He gets good grades, he's having fun when he's with his friends and he looks nice when he's hanging out with them and so does the others.

But sadly their personality just has to be shitty. At least that's what Jimin thinks. He sighs as he continues to walk to the school cafeteria, trying to forget what just happened. Also failing at doing just that. Jimin feels a light of electricity strike through him as he flinches when an arm wraps around his shoulders.

"Hey, are you alright?" Yoongi asks Jimin when he sees the sudden flinch coming from Jimin, caused by Yoongi's touch. Jimin nods. Yoongi doesn't really believe him, but since he doesn't want to push Jimin into saying something he doesn't wanna tell right now, Yoongi just kisses Jimin's cheek and pulls him into him, with his arm wrapped around his shoulder, hoping it can at least make Jimin ease up a bit.

They proceed to walk to the cafeteria where Seokjin and Taehyung are already eating their lunch. "Hello," Taehyung greets them, when he spots Yoongi and Jimin walking towards their table, whilst Seokjin just smiles at them. "Aren't you gonna eat?" Taehyung asks him, when everyone starts to eat their food except Jimin "I'm not h-hungry," Jimin shrugs. Lying.

"You should still eat, it gives you energy for the school day," Yoongi says but Jimin just ignores him. His phone buzzes again and he tries to tell himself to ignore it, but Jimin just can't. "Do you know how disgusting it is when you and Yoongi act like boyfriends? Fat and gay, huh? I would just die if i were you. Lucky me, I'm not you." A tear falls down Jimin's cheek and Yoongi immediately notices. He turns his full attention to his crying friend, cupping his cheeks. "Jiminie, what's wrong, why are you crying?" Yoongi tries to comfort Jimin by hugging him close, but Jimin removes Yoongi's arms.

Jimin feels like everyone is staring at them, and a few were, but not many. "Jimi-" "Stop it. I'm t-tired of you a-acting l-like we're b-boyfriends, p-people are s-staring and it's j-just w-weird." Honestly, Yoongi is slightly pissed. Jimin acts like they were more than friends just as much as Yoongi. If not more than Yoongi. And Jimin only wishes that Yoongi would do it more than he already does.

"Jimin, what the hell are you talking about? So what if people are looking. This is how we like to express our feelings fo-" "What f-feelings? I'm n-not your b-boyfriend," Jimin says standing up "That's not what I meant," Yoongi sighs when Jimin grabs his backpack as he makes his way out of the cafeteria. "Jimin get your ass back here," Yoongi says loud enough for Jimin and a few others to hear, but Jimin just keeps on walking.

Yoongi, pissed, takes his bag and stands up to follow Jimin. Seokjin and Taehyung just looks at each other as silently eat their food. Of course Yoongi knew where Jimin was heading off to. Their tryst, their tryst is a place for whenever there is something important happening to them.

And sometimes it's for not so important things, like just hanging out, but even that was important enough for both of them. Whenever Jimin was sad, whenever Yoongi was sad or mad. Whenever they wanted to be alone with just each other and block out, everything else. Which they did quite a lot.

Their tryst was at a tree by an abandoned park. The tree is big, tall and green with long grass around it. It has some beautiful leaves that lifelessly hangs lowly, and when you're laying under it, it feels like you're being protected by something so big. Making you feel oh so small. Jimin runs to the tree, hoping Yoongi doesn't find him, but still hoping the opposite. Deep down he really wishes for Yoongi to come and comfort him.

And Yoongi is on his way as Jimin is already lying under the big tree. It's big leaves, blocking out the blinding sun. It was getting cold but Jimin still decides to not put on his jacket, he's shivering a bit, but he chooses to just lay under it. Jimin feels a presence of another human being and he slightly looks up. Jimin quickly looks at Yoongi who is standing next to him, before looking back up to the tree and the small sky that you can see through it.

"I'm sorry, can I not stand next to you? Oh yeah, we wouldn't want people to think that anything is happening between us. I'll just leave you alone," Before the blonde can leave, Jimin grabs onto his leg. "I'm s-sorry," Jimin quietly mutters. Yoongi sighs and after a couple seconds of silence, he sits down beside Jimin who is still lying down. "If you don't want me to be so close to you then just tell me. But you're not any different you know," Yoongi says and Jimin's eyes slightly widens in realization of what he told Yoongi earlier.

He quickly sits up. "No, no hyung. I don't know what I was saying okay I don't want you to distance yourself from me, please," Jimin looks at his hyung with sad eyes. Yoongi imagines what it would be like for Jimin to call him "Oppa" instead of hyung, and he really likes the sound of it. He notices how scared Jimin was that Yoongi wouldn't be so touchy with him and he slightly smirkes at that.

"Then what happened, back there?" "Nothing, I'm just stupid." Jimin lies down again, opening his arms for Yoongi to lay down with him. Yoongi chuckles at Jimin's weird change of behaviour. He lays himself on his back, resting his head on jimin's shoulder/arm. "I-I love you, I-I'm s-sorry," "It's okay. I love you too" Yoongi and Jimin then laid under the big tree, relaxing with the start of a fall breeze moving their hair.

Embracing each other as they're both wondering why their hearts are pumping so fast.