///Justin's POV/// The way Jess' words stung stuck with me throughout the entire day. I felt like I was on autopilot Scooter and the others asked if everything was alright. Of course I said it was just fatigue and I needed some rest. I Headed to my bus to get away from everyone for a minute and figure out what to do with getting Jess to actually sit with me. She needed to know how serious I am about apologizing.
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(Knock-Knock-Knock)
"Hello" fluttering my eyes open I rubbed my face. I didn't mean to fall asleep damn what time is it? Reaching for my phone I let out relieved sigh realizing it was only 4pm I'd only been asleep a three hours. (Knock-Knock-Knock) "yeah alright I'm coming!" I yell pulling myself up out of my bed. Opening the door I was shocked to see Jess. "Good I just came to check on you scooter said you wernt feeling good and had cancled out one on one practice" motioning for her to come in I closed the door behind her. "I just wanted to check on you, I'm glad your OK I figured I'd see if were still gonna have the concert tonight or cancle? " she asks looking at the floor trying not to look into my eyes. "Yeah I'm good just needed some rest is all" I say leaning against the wall. She leans against the counter "I don't want to let the fans down" I say simply with a shrug. She finally looks up at me with a slight smile on her face "your fans will understand that your well being comes first" she steps closer her eyes looking up into mine. "Doesn't mean they won't be upset or disappointed I'd rather not" I say reaching out to touch her cheek. She flushes a bit looking down "Alright then I'll just-" I cut her off slightly pushing her chin up and pressing my lips to hers. She smiles into it then quickly pulls away "go" she finishes quickly slipping down the stairs and out the tour bus door without another word. I smile knowing that even if it's wrong I've completely fallen for that girl. Selena and I don't click any more we hardly ever see each other, and when we do she putting me down telling me my opinions are wrong and she hates my friends thinks their annoying. I shake my head I think it's time I break up with her. I head to my room to shower and get ready for the concert.
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After the Show
"God that was an amazing show!" Jess says totally hyped as we exit the stage. I laugh at her antics as she jumps around the energy of the show filling her whole body. "Calm down Jess you might burst" one of the other girls tease as she grabs her water bottle. "Jess you left your jacket it's at my bus wanna come get it?" I question curiously. She looks over "yeah one sec" she says finishing her convo with one of the girls before following over. "Lead the way boss man" she says a huge grin on her face. "God what's got you so hyper?" I question as she practically runs to the bus. "The energy from tonight's show was amazing reminded me why I started dancing in the first place" I smile as I reach into the duffle bag and pull out the black sweater from before. "Here ya go" I say and she reaches for it, I pull it closer so that she ends up pressed against me. "Justin" she says as I bend down to capture her lips in mine, maybe it was the energy of the concert, maybe it was all me, or maybe it was us.
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Pulling me closer the Jacket had already fallen to the floor. Suddenly I was 16 again and we were in same spot.
"Can I take you to the bed?" He asks pulling away from me long enough to look me in the eye, I nod chewing my lip trying to decide if I want to relive that moment all over again. This time he took control, he wasn't 17 anymore he had learned a lot in the last two years. Pulling me up before I could even think another thought, our lips were together again my legs around his waist as he carried me to his bed before laying me down gently.
So hiding anything good? " he teased remembering our past encounter. "Maybe" I teased chewing on my lower lip. His fingers rubbed my waist just under my shirt. Rubbing his nose in the crook of my neck he nipped at my collar bone before pushing his lips against mine. I smirked before reaching into his shirt and rubbing his chest. "Jess" Justin whispers again my lips. "Yes Mr. Bieber" I say as he flips us pulling me on to his lap. Pulling me close His hands slowly pulled my shirt off to reveal a dark lace strapless bra.
"Your so beautiful" he says admiring me in front of him. Pressing my lips to his I was gone, our bodies became one maybe it was me, maybe it was him, maybe it was us. Just like the last time we were gone completely lost in each other.
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I could feel the bus rumbling underneath me and the bes felt empty. "There's a shower started for you" the words fall over me so gently as the bed dips, his hand brushes my hair from face. "We have a few hours before we have to explain ourselves to scooter" he says as I sit up the blankets falling from my body. "Shower I made coffee and toast" he says smiling before getting up and leaving me some privacy. Slipping into the bathroom I slide right into the hot water happily. Talk about deja vu here I was in his shower once again, the same body wash from the last time sat on the shelf. Rinsing the night before off of me I turned the water off before stepping into the cold air. Quickly towel drying myself I pulled a pair of sweatpants that sat on the counter and my bra with a hoodie draped over a chair in his room. Turning to look at me he smiled "you look sexy in my clothes" coming close he pecked my lips before placing a cup of coffee in my hands. "So" he says leaning against the counter as the bus jostled us a bit. "Yes?" I ask dropping on to the couch across from him while sipping from the mug. "Do you want to tell scooter what's going on? Are we? is this gonna be a thing?" He asked nervously as if he hadn't done this before. "That depends" I say tucking my feet under me "on?' He questions.
"If this is one time thing or not, if this is a one and done like last time then why make it a thing when it's not? On the other hand if you want this to be something we need to set rules and still not tell scooter I need this job seeing as I've been disowned" I say he stares at me intently was if waiting for the other shoe to drop. "So what would our rules be?" He asks looking unsure of everything. "No girlfriend, you would have to break up with whatever one you have" I say simply horribly disgusted that I was becoming that women. "That's it?" He says a little to enthusiastic. "And secret I need this job" I say emphasizing the word need.
"Yes, a million times yes" he says kissing me on the cheek. What had I gotten myself into.