After a month ...

Yoongi's POV

It's been days since I last seen Jin hyung. He is not coming to work our department head told us he took a leave and the reason is not said. Beside that, No one has heard of him and we are worried sick. I tried talking to Hoseok but also him hasn't heard of our hyung since after his birthday. But we know one thing for sure, him and Taehyung broke up. He is now with that woman I saw him with. We heard the news and we are worried of what's happening to Jin hyung. I also blame myself for not telling him earlier so I can be there to support him with what he is going through. I know it's tough and at this point of his life he should not be left alone. But as it turns out he is dealing with it all alone.

I went to Hoseok, I already told him what I knew. At first he can't believe what I said, but when he heard the news, he is angry at Taehyung for what he did.

"Hobi, can I talk to you?"

I didn't wait for him to answer, I dragged him and led him out of his cubicle and found a place where we can talk freely. I can't stand to be relaxed now! It's one month! What bad can happen in that very long time. I just wish Jin is safe.

"Hobi, I'm worried about hyung. He is not like this. He is not the type of person to isolate himself and not letting any single soul know what's happening to him. What do you think is happening to him? It's benn too long and we can't afford to just sit here and think about him, we need to do something" I asked him warily.

"I don't know either, Yoongi hyung. He is not answering my calls. When I try to go to his apartment he is always not there. I am also panicking. I am thinking of ways to find him. "

"That's good let's think of different ways to find him. He sure is hiding somewhere. We should be there for Jin hyung. Now is the time he needed us most. I just wonder how will we find him."

I'm very frustrated right now. For the first time in my life I don't know what to do. I even left my number to Jin hyung's landlady, so incase he comes home we'll get notified. But we are always late, he will go home late and leaves in the morning we never get to see him. When we arrive he is already gone.

We also tried to wait in front of his apartment building but he didn't came home that night. It seems that he is avoiding us.

"Yoongi hyung, let's look for Jin hyung later. We'll search on every corner of this city to find Jin hyung. Since we don't have work tomorrow. I don't think I'll be sane if I don't find Jin hyung soon."

I agreed to him. We are almost going crazy.

"We will find you hyung. What are families for, if we will not take care of you."

We did sent off after work and now, it's late, almost midnight. But still no sign of Jin hyung.

Where could he be?

This is not good.

So not good.

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Monday came in a whim and to my surprise Jin hyung is back. I can really see him now. I am so happy.

"Jin hyung!"

He turned around and to my shock he looked different. His face looks so distressed, his eyes looks so tired and he obviously lose weight. He changed a lot.

It must be hard for him. These past few days must have been too much for him. I can never imagined the pain he has been through. I felt the urge to hug him. And when I did, he immediately trembled and gently pushed me aside.

"I-I can't breathe, Yoongi."

"I'm sorry Jin. I'm just too happy that you are back." I said with a chuckle. I felt that I have bewn alive again after I saw him. At least he is alive and here in front of me. This day, I vow to myself that I will be there when he needs me, just like what he did when I needed hin the most.

"It's okay. Hobi is no different. He jumped at me and hug me so tight. Saying he almost went crazy without me."

"Which is true hyung! You should've brought us along with you. Where have you been?"

"It's a secret, Yoongi. I wouldn't want you to go there." He chuckled.

"You are so mean. But really, don't do thay again okay?"

"I won't. Never again."

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After work, the three of us decided to come with Jin hyung to his home. We convinced him that we need to celebrate his reappearance. He laughed it off and agreed.

We were really enjoying our time. Jin hyung is still not his old self, he turned colder, which is understandable in his situation, and another one, he also acts weird for example, I went to his kitchen to ask him what movie he wants to watch and I caught him drifting away and look into nothingness and I swear I saw tears in his eyes. I turned away and gave him some private space, when he came out he treated us as if nothing happened. Hobi also told me that he saw also witnessed the same thing when were at work.

We didn't know the full scope of what happened but one thing is for sure, the pain is still fresh in his heart. I can't blame him. He loved Taehyung too much, and as much possible we don't talk about him in front of Jin. We don't want to increase his pain. Alk we can do is be there for him.

So with that, we told Jin hyung that we will be staying with him overnight because we missed him too much. We went home for a while to get some stuffs we need. And when we came back, there is an unfamiliar person with Jin hyung inside his home.

"Oh, you're there, I want you to meet Kim Namjoon. He is my friend. I met him when I was taking a break from everything."

🖤🖤🖤