y/n

ymir

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"It feels like this is the first time we've ever had a real conversation," I muttered laying on the floor of my apartment, dirty dishes sitting stacked in the sink.

"Did the phone calls mean nothing to you?" Ymir laughed rolling onto her side to look at me.

"No, but- it just feels like something is about to happen," I turned to face her, reaching out to brush the hair out of her face.

"Do you want something to happen?" She murmured catching my hand.

DONT LOSE IT NOW Y/N

"Maybe," I relaxed my hand letting my fingers clasp with hers.

"I think I'm in love with you Y/N," she squeezed my hand, pulling me closer.

oh god oh fu-

"I FORGOT TO FEED MY CATS," I shot up from my seat heat rising to my cheeks.

"Sure," Ymir laughed at my reaction, running a hand through her hair as she sat up.

why is she so attractive

"You don't have to come- I'll be right back," my eyes were trained towards the ground as I slipped on my shoes, reaching for the door.

"It's late, and dark, no way in hell am I letting you go out there alone," she stood up reaching for her jacket.

"Sorry," I murmured an apology opening the door to the cold night.

"Don't be."

I crouched down in front of the cats, aware of Ymir standing behind me, face burried into the collar of her jacket bracing against the cold.

"You really didn't have to come out-"

"So you want me to just sit in your apartment?"

Well no not really that would be boring-

"I might just leave after that rejection," she laughed dryly.

no

"No I-"

"It's fine Y/N, I'll admit I'm a little confused but it'd be pretty shit of me to push you towards a relationship, forget it."

"No wait Ymir- listen to me," I rested my head on my knees staring at our shadows stretching out into the darkness.

"Ok, I'm listening Y/N," she crouched down next to me pulling Buttered Noodles into her lap.

"Can you say it again?"

It didn't really feel real to me the first time so I-

freaked out

and I know she's going to make fun of me about it

"Really you're going to make me say it again?" She coughed awkwardly, I looked over at her for the first time since we had left.

Is she-

Blushing?

SHE DEFINITELY IS

"I'm in love with you Y/N," Ymir looked over at me, "and it's cold as shit out here."

"Sorry I just- I need to hear you say it again," I reached out, pulling her hand into mine her cold fingers grabbing onto mine. "I love you too."

"Thank fuck," a wide smile broke onto her features.

"Should we go in then? I'm freezing," I stood up extending a hand out to her.

"I thought you would never ask, and Y/N?"

"Yeah?"

"Don't think I'm forgiving you for totally ruining the moment earlier-" she rolled her eyes at me.

"IM SORRY IM SORRY!"

"SORRY DOESNT CUT IT- MY HEART DROPPED!"

"HOW COULD I NOT LOVE YOU ????"

"I DON'T KNOW I THOUGHT YOU HAD A RANDOM CHANGE OF HEART-"

"IM SERIOUSLY SO STUPID-"

"IM GLAD YOU REALIZE IT IDIOT!"

"Only for you <3"

"Come here," Ymir continued to beam extending her arms towards me, her face illuminated by the streetlights.

"How awfully forward of you <3" I embraced her, warmth enveloping me as I watched the distance between our shadows steadily closing.

"Why are you like this one minute and crippled by embarrassment the next?"

"This is all an act, I'm always flustered when I'm around you," I hummed into her neck, grinning widely.

"Kiss me?"

"Anything for you <3"

"You're a fucking idiot."

"Guilty as charged.

Our lips met and I melted into it.

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y/n

ymir

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bonus (some time in the future)

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and they lived happily ever after <3

I HOPE YOU LOVED GUILTY AS MUCH AS I LOVED WRITING IT <3333 ty for all the support through all of this it means the world

love you guys sm !! im going to be working on a new hanji x reader - not sure exactly when i'll be publishing it but maybe sunday the 6th? who knows if i can get the first few chapters done quickly i might get it out by next sunday.

ILU GUYS BYEBYE

- ami <3