I don't want to go to school today... I don't want to

I am Y/N...17 y/o...Am not that smart...But I am the ace of dance and singing class...I took dance,singing,art and English as my major classes so I have them every week,four times each...plus some maths,science,biology, geography and history...I am very pretty in my eyes...also a lot of boys like me...but...
Not 7 boys...Bangtan
Kim Seokjin:he is actually the nicest...he just ignores me and doesn't talk to me...
Jung Hoseok:he is kinda funny...but he is also an ace in dance so he bullies me too
Jeon Jungkook:he is very cute...he was my first ever crush...but I stopped liking him bcs beside Hoseok he also bullies me...he is on the 7th place for aces...and is very jealous
Kim Namjoon:he is very smart...but he doesn't like me bcs I am in almost every class he is in and friends with the others... His boyfriend is Seokjin and they are like the the owners of the school...his dad is the principal so he and his gang can do whatever they want
Park Jimin:he is on 5th place as an ace and he hates me for that...he is very small but strong and he usually hits me
Min Yoongi:the coldest guy I know...he hates everybody except the guys...his boyfriend is Jimin and they are actually a power couple
Kim Taehyung:he is the actual worst...he is the leader of Bangtan and he has no mercy...He sends people to lock me in my lockers since I am very thin I can fit easily... He is also an ace at singing and as for dance he is just great but not in the ace squad...He hates my guts bcs he was the only ace at singing but now it's me...

That's why I don't want to go to school

I do my usual morning routine...
I put on make up...why?
I need to hide all the harm they do and what I do to myself...my arms and stomach...I cover them with sweaters...no body knows that I cut myself except my brother Byun Baekhyun
He is very supportive and helpful but he is weak so he can't fight with them mostly bcs I forbid him...
He doesn't let me cut myself but when I do he talks to me about it and makes me feel a lot better...he is also in most of my classes so I don't get bullied that much anymore...at least not in class

I was walking down the halls and heard some guys whispering

I remember every voice that I ever hear and 7 voices aren't right...do we have new students??

I know why they're looking at me...you know.. Make up can't cover up the big brouses on my neck and black eye...well...at least not my make up...I can't afford it...

When I got to my locker I already knew what was waiting for me...rants why I always bring 3 more iniforms...you'll see why

I open my locker and get soaked....everyone is a little shocked but only an little bcs they're probably used to it...

I wasn't rushing anything bcs I knew what was next...

Mister Kim Taehyung came by my locker and smirked....that....

Hasn't happened before...

I got shivers down my spine and I suddenly became nervous...

I decided to go and get dressed since they didn't lock me in my locker

When I was done and walked out everyone was around...someone...or something

I walk closer and it's near my locker... Is this going to be something new??...let's find out

I finally get to my locker threw the crowd and... See why they're here...

On my locker were notes....

I go and take some of them,then read them

You are so ugly

Do you ever shower?

Is it that hard to get a manicure?

Don't you know how to stop eating?

And a lot more...
I wipe the tear that went down my cheek and suddenly am pushed inside my locker...

Of course...

I yell my ass off as usual...and...to my surprise..someone actually wanted to help me

??:"hello?"
"Omg please save mee!!!!"
??:"tell me your combination"
"19953112"

I can hear him succeeding and he opens the door

When I finally see who it was...he was so cute...man...
He was very shocked
??:"umm...excuse me...I'm Mark...Mark Tuan...I'm new here"
"Yeah...hy I'm Y/N..."
M:"...why were you inside the locker?"
...."....it's like this every morning...it's only that I never get saved...and I'm sorry to tell you but if they find out...in any way...they're going to kill you"
M:"....and who are....they"
"....Bangtan...they hate me more than anything...I don't know why...they have been bullying me for my whole high school years...-"
M:"Y/N stop"
"And I don't even know why...did I do something mean to them,did I hurt their feelings?...or are they really just monsters that don't want me to be alive"
He suddenly pulled me in for a hug
M:"stop talking...you're crying...all of your make up is gone already..."
"WHAT...no no no no no shit..."
M:"but...for real tho...why do they bully you you aren't even a nerd and you are very beautiful"
I blush a little
"Thank you"I say shyly
M:"could you please show me the way to the principals office...I need my schedule"
"Oh...sure...come with me"

I finally have a friend...or so I thought

*after class*

When I was walking down the halls all eyes were on me....that...usually doesn't happen... They usually just ignore me...

When I get to my locker I see 5 or maybe more lockers covered with a picture and something written

I step to my locker that was in the middle of all of it...when I saw what was on those papers...I almost fell to the ground

Y/N Y/L/N
A girl that hurts herself
Tries to cover it with make up and clothes
Her family is abusive

But today she even tried seducing me-Mark Tuan...

I was shocked and tried to get her away from me but she wouldn't leave me alone

Stay away from her and be careful

My heart drops...how could he?

When everybody left I went out of the bathroom to my locker to take my stuff and go home

When I get there and see the papers I start crying again...I fall to the ground and just cry

I feel a pain in my head...I try to forget it but I was hit in the leg...
I look up and see Bangtan...
"Just stop please...please stop"I cry out
They all look dumbfounded

V:"only for today...but tomorrow...you will get what you didn't get today...plus your daily beating"
I got the courage to say something to them

"Kim Taehyung"I said weakly with sobs in between but he still heard it
He turned around
"I don't know why you all hate me so much.... I don't know what you want from me...I don't know what I can do for you to stop hating me"I stopped again bcs I couldn't speak normally bcs of the crying...."but.... good luck explaining to the police that you were the cause of a suicide"

They were all taken aback...they didn't know what to say and they were just standing there like I freezed them

I went out of the school alone...walking threw the busy streets with my swoolen and red eyes,brouses exposed and limping bcs of the strong kick...
Why does this havw to happen to me?