For the first time ever I got up in time and did my routine...

I put on my black ripped jeans and my black tank top...I also put on my black boots and let my dark hair fall down my back

I was walking to school but thenI heard someone call me
I turn around and see Namjoon
"Oh hey??"
N:"sup...so I see you won't be late today??"
"Yeah um...yeah"
N:"what's wrong??"
"What?nothing...nothing's wrong"
N:"look you don't have to tell me but if you're ready you can always count on me"
"Sure thanks"
Why is he so nice...aa what am I feeling

We walked to school together,not talking at all

"I have maths first...you?"
N:"oh me to"
"Wow cool...okay C'mon let's go...don't wanna be late I guess"
N:"nice one"

We walked in and all eyes were on us...
We are the bad guys of the school I guess....

And to our luck it was my favourite teacher....miss Chap....

M.C:"oh?...you two aren't late??...that's new...sit at the back I don't care what you do just don't bother me"
We just ignored her and sat at the back

"I'm gonna go sleep so don't bother me"
N:"same here....g'night"
"Night"

*time skip*
??:"hey wake up"
I opened one eye amd saw Namjoon
N:"c'mon you have detention..I'll join you"
"You don't have to you know?"
N:"I don't have anything to do so why not?"
"Fine"

*time skip to end of detention*
"You can go home without me...I have to do something"
N:"you sure?"
"Yeah...goodbye"

If only someone could understand me

I was walking into the too familiar forest...
The forest where my parents died....
In going to their grave after a week...

"Hello mom....hello dad...I'm sorry I didn't visit you for a week....I know...and...I'm sorry for turning out like this....I know you wanted me to have good grades and a good reputation....but I just can't...I can't get over the fact I could've saved you but didn't....that my ego just happened to pop right up when it was needed the least....I'm sorry for also letting you down....after Yoongi ran away it was just us...and...that broke me...he was the only one who helped us...the only brother I have...had...and he ran away... So I turned a little bit rebellious...and I'm sorry for that...but I'm more sorry for being the worst daughter ever....I'm a disappointment...I'm so sorry"
I cried threw the whole time I was speaking...when I was done I drop to the floor and burst out even more...

??:"I'm sorry"I hear a silent sound

I turn around and saw him...
He's here...
How...
Why...
When...
But he's here...
And I need him...
He's the only one who knows what happened....

Who is he???...
Find out in the next one...
Byee😘😘