i don't wanna feel anything
much less dream
i've closed all my windows
and doors
there's no way in

you can tell
i'm high off my ass
when i start screaming
"i love you"

i just can't hear it

no one can change overnight
but you're still trying to make me
fit the vision you got in mind
you're not succeeding

i admire that you're willing
to put your life on the line
but you should know
i can't control my feelings

i have tried

ended up at the hospital
with the pills down my throat
i couldn't lie
must've been the season
bringing this depression
but i know it ain't

i was like this since
the age of fourteen
every single hit
got me floating
in motions

no emotions
sorry for that bottle
slipped right off my hand
i swear i didn't mean for it
to get to you

now you're crawling your way out
trying to reach the door

i don't know what's wrong

did you finally realize that
i'm not the one for you?