Sam POV

I still feel the warm of his lips, the wetness of his tongue inside. I'm in cloud 9 right now.

" Sam... Sam come back! Gee, you're had been staring at the food for 1 hour, is my food that bad".

" Oh, sorry, I'm just thinking something". Oh crap, I'm having dinner with my family and I'm day dreaming.

" Is there any problems, my son". My dad has come back the other night, he even bought me a souvenir from Milan. It was a leather wallet, I really like it. Lily has new lipstick and my mom has a new purse, well a Channel purse actually.

" Sam doesn't have any problems, he just had a GIRLFRIEND". She said cheerfully. My face heated up.

" LiLyyyy, It was a friend not girlfriend"

" Don't be shy Sammy"

" Enough, I'm going to my room".

Is my face that clear? I don't want my parent know that their only son is gay and have a hopeless love. I don't want them to worry about me anymore.

I just can't help it, why the person I deeply in love was Edward- the playboy- who instantly change girlfriend or boyfriend when he feel them boring. I know this is a hopeless dream but in my heart I'm hope that maybe, maybe he likes me just a little bit. So I can let him go.
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The next morning, I'm going to school early today too. Why you asked? It become my habit. I walk to my locker and see a unexpected person standing there. It was Edward, he smiles and pull me loser to give me a passionate kiss. My head felling dizzy, but I want more. My arms wrap around his neck to keep my body doesn't fall. Our lips part and form a thin transparent string.

" Good morning Sammy, nice day huh?".

" Is.. Is was nice, I-I guess so". His face still close, he gently brush his nose against mine.

" Do you bring me any food today?"

" Yes". He pats my head and he seems to be satisfy:" Good boy, meet me at usual, ok". I nodded, he lets go of my waist and start heading to his class.

I think I'm crazy, every things I see I alway see Ed in it: my locker, my eating place, even my body remember his warm. It is weird somehow, I away can detect him from far away or in the crowd. He just got some god-light surrounding him but it convenient anyway. I can look at him whenever I want without him noticing. And once again, I can't concentrate due to 'the morning kiss'.

My class is over, I take a peek at Ed class, his class not over yet, he looks very sleepy. So I go to the place first waiting for him.

Since I eating with him, this gloomy place seem to be better, the sky in a deep blue like his eyes, sunlight shine bright and has the color of his hair. After 10 minutes, I see him coming.

" Mannn, so tired, that teacher is nuts, don't want to be impolite but it's true". I smile, he stare at me.

" You should smile more, gorgeous". I pull my bang to hide my red monkey butt face but he seems to notice that and laugh:" Hahaha, you just no good with sweet word huh".

" Because no one said that to me before".

" But now you had. Anyway, what do you bring this time, I'm starving". I unpack my paperback and give him a hot dog, a small box of fruit and a coke. I told my mom to prepare some sandwiches in case he wants to eat more. Finish eating, I let him sleep on my laps again. But today he doesn't sleep, just lie there and chat with me.

" School is boring, don't you think?"

"Well, sometime, but sometime it can be fun".

He teasing me:" Nerd, but it's okay if nerd just as cute as you". He keeps teasing me, I feel like my head not glue to my body anymore:"Yo-you stop it"

" Why I should stop, I just want to know more about you. Anyway, are you free tonight?"

" I don't know, I will text you". Then the f*cking bell rang, damn it. He still lie in my laps, his left hand touch my lips.

" Time is up, now, kiss me". I hesitate for a little bit and slowly let my lips touch his.

" Good boy Sam, every time you meet me, you will have to kiss me"

"O-ok"
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Edward POV

He just so cute, make me want to bully him more. Just remembering his face is enough for me not to sleep in this boring class. I wonder what I should do with him tonight. Maybe take him to my room and eat him up! Not a bad idea 'me'.

I hear Paul at my ear:"Stop smiling all alone, you give me a creep Ed"

"But my strawberry was so cute, I can't help it"

" What strawberry? Don't tell me is that guy Sam, do you have a head damage? How is that big body can be a strawberry"

" You just don't know that side of him"

" Ok, I'm stress, that bitch Kayla ask me about you all the time, she gives me a good bunch so I can't refuse. Gosh, crazy stalker bitch"

" Who is Kayla?". After I said that, he hisses.

" Who's Kayla? Are you serious, the one alway clinging on you every time we walk at the hall way and she definitely a 'hot pie'. Oh my god Ed, you so cruel"

" Geez, whatever". Now all I can think it about tonight, with my cutie.

Class is over, I packed my books and walking with Paul. Then a girl run to me and kiss me hard.

" Edward, I miss you so much, why you don't play with me anymore?". Oh, it must be the stalker that Paul talk about, well, she is truly a hot pie but not my type. I coldly talk to her.

" Sorry, who are you anyway?". Her eyes wetter.

" Don't you remember me, I'm Kayla, we have sex a couple of time"

" Yeah, sure, one of mine 'bitch collection' ".

" Why you act so cold to me? We even have good time together or it because of that 'gloomy ugly nerd', your new play toy. Just dump him already, I'm way more better than him". The hell, how she dare talks about MY SAMMY like that. Bloody now rushing to my head, I push her away hard, she fall and start crying.

" He's way better than you bitch, do not insult him . One more thing, I don't want to see your face and stop annoy my friend.". I walk away and tell Paul to come along. She screams behind me.

" I'll make you regret, remember my words Edward". Sheesh, crazy bitch.

" Hey Ed, you love Sam, aren't you? I never seen you acting like that". I stunned at the question. Really, me, truly love someone? But whenever I see Sam, I just want to be with him, next to him, see him laugh, hear his voice and taste those sweet lips. This is a new feeling to me, I maybe dating but never love. What make Sam so different from that?. My first purpose was only to get a hold of his sis, not him and now I'm fully attracted to him.

" Yes, I love him". Paul seem surprises, he gives me a soft pat in the shoulder:" I'm speechless, my Edward is in love, you make dad proud my son". He pretends there is a tear down his cheek and wipe it with his hand. Such a drama queen:" Stop it or I will tell your secret to everybody"

"Ok ok, chillax, I'm kidding, you're so not funny"

~Ed house~

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< Are you good tonight?>

He not replies, I'm keep staring at the phone, why he so slow. Suddenly my phone shake

<Sorry, just got out of bath. I can go out with you tonight>. Just got out of bath! I'm imagine how sexy he is now, shit, I'm starting to have a boner.

< Well them, I will meet you at 7. Where do you want to go and do not tell me everywhere is fine>

< How about the book coffee shop near central park? They got some nice hot stuff>

< Nothing hotter than you>. He isn't reply for a long time, I can imagine his face now, red blush cheek and up to the ears. I can't wait to meet him.

< I'll go get you, wait for me, now I have to decorate myself. Bye bye^^>

Now, what should I wear? It has to be simple but still hot enough to get everyone jump on me. I take out a no sleeves turtleneck, blue jeans, a Rolex must be perfect with it. I put on my long coat, take my key and go to my baby. Maybe I should go buy him some flowers.

I push the doll bell, he goes out right away. He doesn't dress all fancy up like the first night but it's make me wanna kidnapped him. He wears a hazelnut sweater and a simple black jeans that hold his firm ass fine. I holding the rose bouquet, I choose rose because it has the same color of his blushing face. He holds the bouquet and shocking looks on his face.

" Thank you, I like it a lot"

" Glad to hear it, now we go?". I open the door for him, I purposely do his seatbelt, he frozen like a stone and let the flowers cover his strawberry like face.

The coffee shop he chooses is really nice. It decorated with vintage style, some small plant pots at each window, they even have a chimney so it kinda cozy and very warm. I choose the sit at the corner, Sam doesn't want to get attention but too bad, he has my attention now. The waiter coming at our table to take order.

" One hot coffee and for this cutie, one ice blend milk coffee, remember to make it sweet". The waiter takes order and go away. And then I hear Sam voice.

" Why do you know that I want to drink milk coffee?"

" Well, I think you may like it, you have sweet tooth and if I remember correctly you like your drink cold"

" That's true....... And don't call me cutie, I'm not cute"

" I'm just saying the truth, Sam is a cutie pie". He looks hurt, I don't understand why.

" You just say it to everybody, don't you? Don't worry you don't have to say that to me".

His words like a needle pass through my chess. Why he thinks like that? Why he looks so sad every time I complement him?

" I always tell the truth Sam, and this time I actually mean it". We stay in silent. Haizz, I'm really a mood breaker.

" Sorry to make you uncomfortable, just forget it, ok. And where were we, oh, the weather forecast said Sunday may have snow, do you want to see it with me?".

" Ok". Phew, it was a great save, this was actually the longest time we talk to each other. I learn something more about Sam: he like watching movies and " Adventure of Gumball", I never expect him to like that weird randomly cartoon. He likes sports no wonder his body was hit like hell. So Sammy it not really a nerd, he is just anti social. If he has more confident in himself, he may be a player like me. But thankfully he is not and I don't have to worry someone could steal him from me.

I take him home at around 9, I don't dare to take him with me too long, his parent seem tough to handle and he is not a night wanderer. We arrive, I ask him:" Sam, do you have someone you like?". I have to make sure no one block my way, I will destroy him or her immediately. And then he answered an unwanted words I want to hear.

" I.... I do have someone"

Why hearing this irritated me so much, of course he can have someone he likes but it still make my blood boil. He is mine, he should be thinking only about me, am I just a replacement?

" WHO is it?"

" Why I should tell you, it non of your business"

I grab his arm hard and smack my lips on his. I kissed him hard like there it no tomorrow. You're mine, mine, MINE. I move from his lips to his beautiful long neck. At first, I peck little kiss, then I kiss hard enough to leave a hickey, he gaps:" St.... stop it, Ed". I don't want to hear any words from him right now, I block his mouth with mine. I move to his neck again, this time I don't kiss him but give him a rough bite at his collarbone. Blood starting to flow a little, I lick it clean and happy with my mark. It's the proof that this is my territory, no one can cross it. He push me hard, open the car door and run to his house.

" Shit, what have I done"

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