Hurt
After the concert, Mana asked if he could take me home. However I refused, my father probably already knew I was missing; and I didn't want Mana and the guys to hear me cry. The thought of my father made my whole body ache, and my heart weep. I looked at Mana, and was surprisingly embraced in a hug, I never thought Mana-sama would hug a small girl like me.
"You sure you don't want me to take you home?" He asked again, it was as if he was pleading to me; but again I shook my head and replied,
"No Mana, my father would not be pleased." He looked slightly hurt, but he nodded and let me walk away. However when I did I couldn't help but feel slightly empty, as if I just left the safest part of the world.
When I walked out of the venue, I saw a car and instantly cringes. My father new where I'd been, and I knew that this was not gonna be pleasant on my part. He'd find it enjoyable; but I'll find it painful, however he had already seen me and I knew I couldn't get away. Walking over to the car, I opened the door and climbed in.
He was quiet for a moment, and then I felt a sting on my left leg. Looking down I saw he dug his lit cigarette into my thigh.
"You think you can get away from me? Well DO YOU!?" He screamed, I looked at him; but couldn't speak, there was no point. The man that was suppose to be my father was a monster, it's sad to say that in a moment like this I can only think about how it use to be between us.
-flash back-
"Daddy, where's mama?" A three year old asked my father. The three year old being me, I was small, pale, blond, and innocent. I looked at the man in front of me, and he picked me up in his arms.
"Baby girl, mama went on a long vacation. She won't be back for awhile." Was his answer, I nodded my head; and had a bad feeling about the days ahead.
"Why did she leave daddy?" I asked that man, my father looked at me and smiled.
"Everyone leaves my dear, some for a long time, and others for a few; but in the end we will all leave this world." He explained to me, I nodded but cried in his arms.
-end of flash back-
The man in front of me wasn't my father any longer, my father died a long time ago and was replaced with this monster. He smacked me, harder then he had ever done before. I couldn't let myself fall unconscious in the middle of this, he would not take pity on me. Just beat me till I was dead, or until he got bored.
Suddenly my door went flying open, arms in circled me. I turned to see Mana glaring at my father, security guards were on the other side, trying to get my dads door open. Somehow I hit my head on the roof of the car when Mana lifted me out, cause all went black.
*Authors Note
Sorry dears but I do like leaving y'all hanging to a degree.*
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