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His whole life is a mistake, only being with you is right...
His journey was dark and rotten. Kazutora fell in front of society, he couldn't get up on his own two feet, he only knew how to dig deep into the mistake. He wondered, did he do anything good? Killing, entering the camp and killing again, his hands were stained with dirt. The moment he stepped out of the prison, he himself did not know. He is a tiger that has lost himself with pride and longs for peace. He simply wanted a home, wanted to feel the warmth of love.
When Chifuyu arrived, his scum world was gone. I walked into his life step by step, erased the pain that tormented him, gave him everything he ever wanted. Being with you was never wrong for him....
Kazutora enjoyed his life with him.
He loves the feeling of having someone say hello every morning, watching him prepare breakfast or patting his head before leaving the house. When he was away, he would play with Peke J or watch TV and read the shoujo manga that were available in the room.
Sometimes too bored, he will lie down on the bed and curl up to feel the faint smell of jasmine and then take a nap. If you are hungry, you can take the dishes he said to heat up and use. When it's late afternoon, Chifuyu will return home. As usual, he would say "Welcome home" and the two would cook dinner together. At night, we watch movies and sleep together. Because Kazutora often had fantasies about Chifuyu's death, he was helpless to let him hold him every night, only by doing so could he be sure he was alive and well. That made him feel secure and able to sleep peacefully.
But lately, that warmth is no longer there. Chifuyu seems to be avoiding him these days, he often gets up very early and comes home when it's late at night. This has been going on for more than two weeks and Kazutora's heart is a little worried and restless.Today is also such a day. The clock showed it was past midnight, but Chifuyu still hadn't returned, and he was sitting opposite the door, just waiting for him to come back early so that the two could have a straight talk.
The handle of his hand moved slightly, he was glad that he was finally back. Chifuyu once entered the house in an extremely bad mood, her clothes shabby, her black hair messy, her eyes dark circles, and many wounds on her face. The legs staggered with a dull face, not even taking a few steps, the heavy body lost balance and fell. Seeing that, Kazutora panicked and hurriedly reached out to support him.
"Chifuyu! What's wrong with you? Why are you injured?!"
"..."
He was shocked by the current situation. Chifuyu's body was all hot, his breath was ragged and there was no strength left, he more or less understood that he had a high fever. But what he is preoccupied with is the bruises that are present on his face. Putting aside his doubts, he quickly picked him up and went to his room.
Chifuyu's whole body was burning hot, her breathing was short and sweaty. Chifuyu lay on the bed, her body weakly wanting to move but powerless. Kazutora didn't know what to do, just put a warm towel on his forehead and used another towel to wipe his body. He was also quick to cook onion porridge and despite the cold wind, he ran to buy medicine.
It was very difficult for him to give him medicine. Chifuyu was currently sleeping, but Kazutora couldn't sleep. He lay with his head on the edge of the bed, holding onto his hand, this was the first time he'd seen his frail body. Looking at him now is exactly like what he dreamed of, in his heart a little bit of anxiety and a little bit of restlessness tormenting himself.
Chifuyu is a carefree and healthy person so he doesn't worry about him much. He can take care of himself and work to earn money every day, even if he has to feed more, he has not had a single complaint and is always happy. He was so careless that he didn't realize how much hardship his small body was suffering. Because he owes him, his husband's guilt is compounded when he realizes that he has never once helped Chifuyu.
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The dawn dawns, the sun will shine into the window frame. Chifuyu was accidentally awakened by the morning light, he frowned in annoyance. Although the body was a bit heavy and tired, it still struggled to sit up. Still a little dizzy but he felt fine.
"Ah, are you awake?"
Kazutora opened the door to the room, seeing the figure of him waking up made his heart feel a little happy.
He quickly walked to the side of the bed, gently put the tray of food on the table and clung to him. Kazutora hugged him tightly, he worried about him all night. He didn't even dare to sleep, afraid that Chifuyu would leave him in the night, he stayed up all night just because of you.
Seeing Kazutora's dazed appearance, Chifuyu felt a little guilty: "Sorry, bothering you? You didn't sleep all night, do you want to take a nap?"
He got on the bed, gave him a glass of warm water, he gently rested his head on the boy's shoulder and asked in a low voice: "Chifuyu...you have to answer me truthfully."
"Do you keep asking?"
"Why are you injured? Who hit you?"
Chifuyu didn't hide it when he heard him ask, he drank warm water and spoke slowly. Recently, due to the addition of him, the cost of living has decreased quite a bit. That's why he had to work hard, this problem made him gradually tired and exhausted. Not to mention, lately there are rogue gangsters who keep coming to your shop to find stories. Chifuyu had more than enough power to beat them up, but he couldn't, because their goal was to destroy his shop. Chifuyu couldn't stand the sight of his pet being picked up and thrown like trash, so he protested and was rejected by the council. The illness in his body, the injury and the strenuous cleaning had drained his body and led to the scene from last night.
Kazutora listened to what I told him, and his blood boiled with anger. He got up, angry and wanted to find the others to calculate the account, but fortunately Chifuyu kept him. He looked at me with sad eyes, how guilty he felt. He doesn't know that he has become a burden to him, he just wants to protect him, why is it like indirectly bringing trouble into him.
Who knows, how devastated the scene last night was. The moment Chifuyu fell unsteadily in front of his eyes, it was as if he saw the whole world fall.
After this incident, Kazutora insisted on helping Chifuyu. Although he knew he was not good at anything, he wanted to help him, wanted to support him to relieve the fatigue from that shoulder. He didn't want those small shoulders to be under heavy pressure from work, he wanted it there where he rested his head when he was tired. Chifuyu was also comfortable, so he accepted, if Kazutora helped, he would be able to help a bit.
So at a pet shop on the street corner, mixed with the beauty of lovely pets, somewhere, you can still see the smile and radiance of the manager and assistant.
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