even in the god damn Marvey community itself, im still a tad bit unhappy

lol why? just different taste i guess

AND SERIOUSLY

even tho i havent got round to browsing thru ~2k fics i know for a fact that

my preference is very much unlike that of other authors lol

i dont even get recs yk it fucking sucks ass

most of the fics are written so so beautifully i gotta admit, even when none is exactly my type lol

ffs why is life so hard when will i find my muse