"I'M NOT GAY, I'M MOST DEFINITELY NOT GAY"
by pandabines

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i never liked boys.

at least, not romantically.

i have friends who are gays, like jhope-hyung, rapmon-hyung and jin-hyung. so i'm not really against boys who like other boys.

i just never understood how that worked. like i already have a dick, why would i want to touch another one? why would i want to be penetrated when i'm the one who's supposed to be dominant in a relationship since i'm the guy? why would i even want a dick up my ass? wouldn't that hurt?

and it's not like i'm saying people shouldn't love who they want to. i know they can't control it anyway. i've been there, done that. gave away my heart to somebody who didn't want it. jumped off a cliff for someone who wouldn't catch me and simply watched me drown. i know how it feels to love somebody.

why am i saying all this?

well, that's because i think...that maybe, just maybe, things are starting to change.

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