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It's hard to convince Seungmin that Changbin loves him. What can Seungmin even do when he literally sees Changbin drapes over Hyunjin's shoulders every single day without his heart breaking and doubting himself whether or not he makes the right decision to love Changbin. What can Seungmin do when just months prior, he was the one who comforted Changbin when he got his heart breaks confessing to Hyunjin. And it's still him, who holds his broken heart and continues loving Changbin.

Changbin knew he messed up. He falls in love with the pretty boy then gets his heart shattered. Only then he realized the longing gaze and the heart eyes from the cute puppy boy, gentle, playful gesture from the boy he always sees as a brother. Back then, he was flooded with emotions, not knowing what to do with the information, so he denied the reality and said to everyone that he and Seungmin weren't close at all. Slowly, his words become an undeniable reality that everyone believes in, that Seungmin doesn't like him. He even goes as far as fooling himself that Seungmin hates him, just to calm his heart down.

But then he thinks, maybe, just maybe, if he confesses to the boy who loves him, give him a chance, then his heart will heal and the boy will be happy. It's win-win for both of them, right?

So he confesses to Seungmin, even though half of the words falling from his lips are just white lies.

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It's not regular having Felix in his room on a weekday night.

"I thought you had a game night with Seungmin and Jeongin?"

Changbin is dumbfounded, looking at the boy sitting on the edge of his bed. Felix's gaze is tougher than normal. It's rare, Felix never gets mad at him or at anyone, he's such a sweetheart. Changbin wonders what he did so wrongly that he makes Felix angry.

"Did I do something wrong?"

"Hyung, I love you by all means, but you're being selfish."

"Felix, I don't understand what you mean by that."

"I'm talking about you and Seungminnie."

"Oh."

"Please don't "Oh" me, this hurts him so badly, do you even look at him? Did you even know he came to me and cried? He never cries when he talks to me before, and now his heart is broken because of you."

"But it's him who doesn't accept my confession..."

"And you expected him to accept it? After you come to him and tell him about your undying love towards Hyunjinnie? After you say that your heart is breaking into millions pieces because of Hyunjinnie? You ruin his self-esteem, you break his heart, you make him doubt himself, you make him shut his heart and then you expect him to accept your confession? It's not even four months since you came to him to lean on his shoulder after your heartbreak."

"But I didn't know he liked me back then. So now I confess to him, right?"

"How can you be so dumb, hyung? It's so cruel of you to say that! You wrote so many love songs but do you understand what love is? Do you even understand one's heart?"

It upsets Felix so much, Felix feels like he's starting to choke on his words, tears are threatening to fall out. Chan rushed into Changbin's room to check on them because of the ruckus he heard from his room and then panicked when he saw Felix now standing and crying in the middle of the room. Chan immediately pulls them apart and takes Felix away.

"Please sort your things out, Changbin hyung, I'll fight you if Seungmin cries once more."

Changbin never thought that one day he would mess up this badly. Seungmin cries because of him, Felix wants to fight him, if Felix is upset then probably the rest of 00z, Minho hyung and Jeongin will want to fight him. He really is the worst.

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