Taehyung's

I checked my phone multiple times today but still I haven't heard from Seokjin. I think I've waited enough minutes to get worried. He has OCD and one of the perks of having a boyfriend with that condition is that he never fails to respond to my texts because he himself will never be still knowing I am waiting for his response.

But he is not replying. So i decoded to got to his House. I mouthwashed twelve times and took another bath. I kissed my mom goodbye and said bye to my old man. I rode my car and left.

After an hour, I reached his house. I noticed his car parked in a very not so Seokjin way. I also noticed his headlights. They are broken. I quickly rushed on his front door and cursed when I twisted it and it's opened. He has OCD for fuck's sake! He won't leave this opened. He always locks the door!

"Fuck!" I went in. "Seokjin?" I called out. No lights were opened but I still can see something because of the sun. I looked around and noticed his frames. He hung our pictures together. I smiled but I suddenly remembered that I have to find Seokjin. He is not on his room and the entire second floor was empty. I went downstairs and look at the kitchen but still no signs of Seokjin. I went back to the living area. I pulled my phone out and called him.

Bingo! I heard his phone ringing at the room on the left side of his house. I quickly went there the door is locked so I had to kick it open.

There was Seokjin sitting down a very unorganized room, there was my Seokjin, embracing his knees like a scared little boy, in front of him there's a gun.

He was crying.

I quickly went to him. He is in the middle pf broken lego pieces. I threw the gun away and kneeled in front of him. I hugged him tight and felt him cried harder.

"I want to die." He kept on saying. His whole body was shaking. "I want to die. I want to die." His voice shattered. I feel like I'm gonna cry too.

"Stop it." I said.

"Please, I want to die." He sobbed again I let him cry and hugged him tighter as I can feel him slowly falling asleep. I carried him and made him lie on the couch in the living room. I went to his room and got him a pillow and a blanket. I was putting it on him when I noticed something.

His face was full of scratches and his chin has wound. I also noticed his bleeding arms. It has four small holes. And it's bleeding pretty bad.

"What happened?" I touched his face. "What happened to you?"

I sighed.

I called Hoseok and made him go here. I also called his Aunt Ria. I told her what happened. She said she will be here instantly. I can hear her sob on the other line.

I ended the call and sat beside Seokjin. I just watched him. Even in his sleep he is still crying.

I clenched my fist.

Whoever hurt him will pay. That is something I can assure him.

Aunt Ria came and I told her what happened. She was crying while listening especially when I told her what state I saw Seokjin. I told her about the gun and I told her that I hid it somewhere Seokjin wouldn't see it.

"Where is his medical records?" Hoseok asked. "He has OCD I'm sure he has a doctor. Does he have his analysis? Is he taking pills? Maybe he needs that now."

"He doesn't need that." She said. "Jin can control himself. He is not like my sister. Maybe he was just too upset."

"Tae, he has a wound." Namjoon, who came with Hoseok said. Even Jungkook is here.

"This isn't self inflicted." Jungkook pointed out. I know that already. "See? It seems like he was stabbed with a small trident. But it has four ends so it's not a trident."

"Who will hurt my nephew? If it's possible I want him to just stay inside the house so no one is gonna hurt him. I even told him to love with us, there , I can even take care of him but he denies me Everytime." Aunt Ria cried again.

"Does he have a family?" Asked Hoseok. "In times like this his family can really help. Moral support. If he won't live with you, I guess it will be better if he stays with them."

"He said he doesn't have a family." I spoke.

"There is a chance that he's lying, Tae."

"He has siblings. His Mom was in the institute. He visits her every Sunday but he hasn't came there for two weeks. His father is alove but he has another partner now."

Aunt Ria showed me a photo. A family photo. I can see two women and a man that looks like the guy in Singapore. I showed the face to Aunt Ria.

"This is his brother, right?"

She nodded. "That's their youngest. He's Jackson. He got married not a month ago. They didn't invited Seokjinnie because they said that he's sick and he might hurt them."

"He's not sick!" Hoseok exclaimed. "I will drown them in a pool full lf cum because of that! How can they say that!? Fuck!"

"Shut it!" I hissed. "These two? They don't like Seokjin also?"

She nodded.

"Everyone of them doesn't like him. His Dad and this woman, her name is Mary. She stole my sister's husband, Mr. Kim and the reason why her life went spiraling down."

"We are all Mr. Kim's here except this one." Hoseok joked and pointed out to Jungkook.

"Hi, I'm Hoseok by the way."

"Namjoon."

"Jeon Jungkook, ma'am. Seokjin's boss."

I snorted.

"Just call me Taehyung, Aunt Ria. Seokjin's man."

She looked shocked but happiness is evident.

"Take care of him, okay?"

"I will." She smiled and looked at Seokjin.

I signalled my cousins and Hoseok to come to the kitchen. When we settled I faced them.

"I need every information of those people. We will do the dirty."

Namjoon clapped and Jungkook too. The Kim's are not saints. I didn't knew I'd be using this side of the family but here I am doing it for Seokjin.

"Ohh, love that! Seokjin owes you three rounds of steamy hot sex!"

I smacked Hoseok's head.

"Sorry! I'll go and put bandage on him. I also ordered food. We'll go home after eating."

I shook my head. I looked at the living room where Seokjin is sleeping and sighed. I will do everything to make him happy.

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Seokjin's

I woke up in the middle of the night. I looked around and I'm at my room already. I sat on the bed and winced when I felt pain in my arms. I looked at my arm and ot already has bandages. I looked at myself and I already in different clothes. I tried to remember the events that happened and stopped when I remembered how mad my mother is to me.

It's dark and I don't know what time it is. I hugged myself. Mom doesn't need to know all the lies I put up. I don't have bad intentions on that. I just don't want her to get hurt. I have secluded Mom for years and I did everything so she won't know what hurtful things are happening on our family. I want her to get better. I want her to be healed and come home. I want her to be with me even if I am the last of her child she wants to be with.

I sighed and wiped my tears away. I really wanted to end everything a while ago. I even prepared the gun I bought way back. I bought that the same time I bought this house. I'm alone here and I don't want to relax and think that no one will be able to barge in and kill me. I need to prepare.

I frowned when I remembered ny lego pieces. I shouldn't have ruined them. But it's okay, I'll just rebuild them like how I will rebuild myself. I have no idea how I am here in this room but I have a guess. It's Aunt Ria. Maybe she went here and saw me. I can't clearly remember the details earlier.

I went downstairs to get water when I noticed that the light to my lego room is opened. Maybe Aunt Ria is there cleaning. I went there and stopped when I saw Sir Taehyung. He is on the floor sitting while building my Legos.

My eyes automatically watered. He is facing sideways and his forehead is knitted. He is holding the tongs used to place the legos. He is reading the instructions how to build it and he is focusing.

I threw all away my inhibitions. I sobbed and ran to him. I hugged him. We crashed on the floor. He automatically wrapped his arms around my wast. I cried so hard. One of his hand caressed my back.

I never had someone before. It's always Aunt Ria bit I feel really shy that's why even if I had a lot of fears I never told her because I'm feeling shy. But now I have Sir Taehyung and I don't feel so alone.

"Aww." He said and he is wincing. I stood up.

"Did I hurt you?" I asked while my eyes are still teary.

"No, I just laid on a lego." He chuckled. He sat up and removed the Legos and pulled me down again so I'm sitting on his lap. He hugged me again. "Let's hug again. That feels nice." He is smiling. He kissed my forehead and wiped my tears away.

"You already finished my Shanghai China piece."

"Yes. You slept and I am waiting for you to wake up so I just rebuilt them. It's 1 am already."

He stared at me and touched my face.

"You scared me."

"I'm sorry."

"You don't have to. Just don't think of ending it again. You are not alone, Aunt Ria is there, Hoseok is there even if he always speaks like that. I am here, I will never leave you. Whatever you hear from them is not true, Jin."

I wanted to believe him.

"You're not crazy. You're not sick. You are beautiful. Remember that, okay?"

I nodded and hugged him again.

"Stay here. Don't leave me."

"I won't. I told you. You're mine already. Nothing's gonna change that anymore."

Hearing that, I felt like I've won the lottery.

"Wait." He leaned backwards and looked at me. "Where's my kiss. I mouthwashed 12 times just now, promise."

I laughed at him and stared at his eyes. He made me feel a whole lot better. I smiled and leaned down to kiss him.