*music blasting*

"WOOHOO! THIS IS FUN!!!"

Jimin yelled on top of his lungs without a care as he dances at the dance floor with some random guy who came up to him to join Jimin, "...Jimin is drunk, I'll win on this bet this time" Hoseok said to Seokjin who was chugging down that vodka without stopping, "hah! Jimin? he never gets drunk! have you seen him drink that champagne in one go" Seokjin said with a chuckle, Hoseok laughs and rolls his eyes.

"yeah...it reminds me of someone though," Hoseok said staring at Seokjin who was mixing all the drinks, Seokjin glance at him in confusion. "who?" he said and drank the mixed drink without any problem, "you probably, you're already eating the cup! stop that!" Hoseok exclaimed and slap Seokjin's hand causing him to drop it on the table as well as it stains on his shirt.

"oh fuck Hobi! you ruined my clothes!"

"Sorry, not sorry bro! but I ain't letting you go home drunk" Hoseok said with an unapologetic expression, Seokjin scoff and threw a fuck sign at him.

"urgh...always the mom" Seokjin mumbled and left the club since that's what Hoseok has been telling him again and again when Seokjin left the club. He waited at the bus stop with hands in his pockets, shivering in the cold night.

"....urgh...why is it so cold..."

"Seokjin"

Seokjin pauses for a while when he heard Taehyung's deep voice calling out his name, he immediately turned around to see Taehyung looking handsome as ever, his heart pounded the moment Taehyung took his wrist.

"Are you okay Taehyung?"

Seokjin exclaimed as he tried to reach his hand to caress his cheeks but the moment he heard her name, he stops and places his hand down.

"...Yunji...is mad at me again...will you help me?"

Seokjin couldn't breathe, just hearing her name makes him sick but what can he do? after Taehyung didn't contact him for 2 weeks only to show up asking for the same help and yet Seokjin was ready to help as always.

"Then would you like to go somewhere secluded?"

Seokjin said seductively as he let Taehyung roam his hand all over his body, fortunately, there were no cars passing by and all the stores were closed. Taehyung's breath hitch when Seokjon whispered in his ears, the temptation of wanting to do it was strong and so Taehyung clicks his tongue and drag him all the way to his car.

"Can I make you mine Taehyung...hahaha...I don't think so....but I still love you...."

Even if it hurts, Seokjin continued to love Taehyung who loves someone else.

Seokjin held back his tears and looked up at the dark sky.

"I'm okay...it doesn't hurt at all...this is the only way for me to get closer to you..."

|| TIME SKIP ||

SEOKJIN POV.

The next morning, I woke up alone in a motel, the bedsheets were scattered everywhere but my clothes were folded neatly by Taehyung. I let out a shaky sigh, "...his gone again..." I mumbled and lie back down with a heavy heart. I guess loving him for a very long time became toxic and this kind of relationship I have with him didn't give me what I want.

"...I want to be Yunji..." I mumbled as I clench my fist together, I imagine myself together with Taehyung every single day but in the end, it's just me with this kind of feeling towards him.

When I was busy pitying myself, my phone suddenly rang and I knew who it was, I'll probably get a good nagging I sigh and got up from the bed naked and went over to my pants, I immediately answered the call the moment I found it.

Seokjin: "*raspy voice* hello?"

Hoseok: "oh fucking no...you were with him last night weren't you?"

I flinch and shifted my eyes from different directions.

Seokjin: "...erm...sorry?"

Hoseok: "JUST GET YOUR ASS HERE!"

When Hoseok yelled, I immediately hung up, "...yep...I'm gonna get killed" I said without a hint of concern before heading towards the bathroom.

|| GOLDEN CLUB ||

"Hoseok I'm he---"

"ORA!!!!!"

When I entered the club using the back door, I was suddenly greeted by a broom flying at me but I eventually dodge it with my reflex, "morning Hobi~ it's nice to see you in a good mood today" I said and shut the door behind me with a smile.

I heard him click his tongue, "seriously...Taehyung this...Taehyung that! he has a girlfriend! and he's using you like garbage!" Hoseok exclaimed as he put on his mom pose, I bit the inside of my cheeks, half of what Hoseok said was true but I want to deny that.

I shrug both of my shoulders, "maybe...he will soon love me bac---" I was suddenly cut off when Jimin entered the dressing room with new hickeys on his neck, "sup~" Jimin said looking at both of us with a smile.

"anyways Jin, there's a new cargo of supplies coming at the front door"

Jimin said as he handed me the clipboard, I nodded as a response. "okay, I'm on it" I said and took it from his hand but the way Hoseok was looking at me is uncomfortable.

"Hobi...I'm fine...please stop worrying about me"

I said with a reassuring smile, Hoseok sigh, "whatever but if you get hurt again, you know where I am" Hoseok said and left the dressing room along with Jimin who was listening to our conversation, I chuckle and roll m eyes.

I opened the door of the dressing room and saw some familiar faces but I decided to ignore them and headed towards the entrance of the club to where I waited for the truck to come, I didn't want to stay inside the room because it smells like cheap cologne there, as I waited for the truck I suddenly spotted someone familiar.

"oh, it's...Taehyung" 

My smile went bright as the sun as I saw a glimpse of him smiling but the moment the crowd left him alone, my smile soon turned upside down when I saw Yunji with him, the happiness that surrounded them was something I want from Taehyung but I knew that I can never reach it because Taehyung doesn't even know I like him for a very long time.

??? POV.

"This traffic is killing me..."

I mumbled as I honk one more time just to get the car in front of me to move but in the end, it didn't, I sigh in frustration and lay my head against the chair just to cool off my head.

"the traffic these days is getting worse..."

I said and tilted my head to the side to see the club that I owned, it was only a few walks from here but I can't simply leave my car, "hm? who is that?" I said to see an unfamiliar face that came out of the shop, I squinted my eyes just to get a good look from him but the moment I recognize his face I immediately burst into laughter.

"what the hell is he crying about?"

HELLO EVERYONE!!! I'm BACK WITH A NEW BOOK!!! IT'S BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE I MADE A TAEJINKOOK STORY! SO PLEASE GO EASY ON ME UWU.

THE CHAPTER SEEMS OFF TODAY? I GUESS THE LACK OF EMOTION AHAHAHA!

edit : IM BACK SORRY FOR THE INCONVENIENCE!!! II was able to publish it again after deleting the app and reinstalling it again :'D I'm really sorry for those who have already read this book....