IMPORTANT!!!

The setting takes place in Chapter 7, same time and the same day, the scene where Yoongi is chasing Jungkook.

This chapter includes flashbacks back in their high school days.

Warning: This chapter contains a disturbing plot that includes forced rape, read it if you want to if not, please proceed to skip it.

|| TAEHYUNG POV. ||

"what the hell am I doing in here..." I mumbled as I pace back and forth, the reason why I'm outside of Seokjin's house is to apologize, to him for what I did but he's still my best friend, and all I have to do is forgive him for what he did to Yunji for dragging her down with him on the stairs because Seokjin can't live without me.

(A/N: okay that's just a stupid way of thinking right there...even tho I'm the one who wrote that)

When I waited patiently for the right time, I suddenly saw Yoongi Hyung walking towards their apartment looking tired as always, I had to be honest but Yoongi scares me, he looks at me as if he's going to murder me. A shiver went down my spine when we almost made eye-contact with each other but I immediately hid from a nearby tree.

"...I should just man up and go there," I said as I encouraged myself, I took a deep breath before deciding to muster all of my confidence to apologize to Seokjin but the minute I was about to cross the road, I saw Yoongi Hyung and Jungkook running around at the parking lot.

"What is he doing..." I mumbled and watch as they chased around each other, I immediately then saw Seokjin with a cast on, I felt stomach-churning for some odd reason. He was wearing a cast and he did break his legs, I clench my fist and looked at Seokjin filled with guilt but the moment he took another step, Seokjin immediately fell down.

"SEOKJI---"

I gasp and covered my mouth to stop myself from getting caught, there was this feeling, it almost feels like I don't want to be seen by Seokjin. I was afraid he would look at me with hatred and I don't like that.

When I saw Jungkook carrying Seokjin with ease, I felt my heart sunk and I couldn't breathe properly, the sight of someone touching him that is not me. It pisses me off to the point I want to take Seokjin away, I gritted my teeth in anger to see Seokjin looking at Jungkook with a happy smile, he used to be mine, someone I could take for granted but now he has been taken away by someone else.

I click my tongue and turn around as I made my way towards my car with an angry expression.

|| PRESENT ||

I puff a cigar just to let off some steam after having sex with Yunji who immediately felt tired after one round, I can go on for more than one round, sex with her is good but ever since I saw how Jungkook became closed to Seokjin. I can't help but remember the days to where everything was okay, I sigh and scratch my hair, and immediately stood up.

I went inside the other room to where I place all of the pictures that I took, "...I'm sure it was around here" I mumbled as I searched through the album on top of the shelf, once I saw it, I immediately sat down on my little sofa and opened the album to see Seokjin and me together.

I chuckle, "he has always been a cry baby..." I mumbled and held the photo of him crying during our sports fest to where he fell down on the ground trying to run to the finish line but our team then lost because of it, which made me remember how hard he fell down on the stairs and broke a leg, I couldn't control my mouth at that time and I said those words, I never meant to hurt him.

"you messed up...big time...Taehyung," I said and let out a sigh, I always knew he liked me, he always had that look on me whenever he's with me but I decided to turn in a blind eye just because I was afraid to be discriminated.

Where did it all go wrong?

|| BACK IN HIGHSCHOOL ||

"yah! Taehyung!"

Kyungsoon came to me with a smile on his face as he put his arms around my shoulder, "what is it?" I said along with a yawn escaping my mouth, Kyungsoon grins and suddenly showed me a picture of Seokjin wearing something tight, it was clothes for women.

I gasp and immediately took it away from him, "Yah! what the hell is this!?" I exclaimed and glared at him, Kyungsoon laughed, "what? overprotective much! come on! it was funny forcing him to wear it!!" Kyungsoo exclaimed and punch me on my arm playfully, I groan in annoyance when he finally left running along with the others.

I sigh, "fuck...now what am I going to do with this?" I mumbled as I stared at the picture in my hand when all of a sudden, something bumped into me more like someone because I heard Seokjin's voice calling out my name.

"TAEHYUNG HELP ME!!! PLEASE! THE GIRLS ARE TRYING TO MAKE ME WEAR A SKIRT!!!" 

When I turned around, Seokjin was clinging to me like he was a koala but the moment I look down, he was definitely wearing a skirt and black stockings, I immediately blushed and pushed him away.

"g-gross man! why are you wearing a skirt?!" I exclaimed looking at him in disgust, "...oh...ah...t-they kind of forced me to...wear them...sorry" Seokjin said, I couldn't say anything and there was this intense feeling in the air, but I had to admit Seokjin looks good in a skirt but I can't say that out loud. It's weird and so gay, I sigh and immediately grab him by his wrist.

"w-where are we going?" Seokjin said as I heard him stutter, I turn around and glared at him, "to change of course! I can't have you walking around looking like that" I said with an annoyed voice when we reach the locker room I gave Seokjin a pair of pants and threw it at him.

"go on and change," I said and lean against the wall, Seokjin nodded and went ahead to change, he unclips the skirt from his waist as he lets it fall on the floor before I knew it, I was staring at his thighs for as long as I can remember.

"...his legs look good in black stockings...his body is built like a girl...no wonder the others mocks him"

"um...Taehyung please stop staring...", I suddenly snap out of my own thoughts and looked at Seokjin with wide eyes, "what?" I said to him, he then blushed and diverted his eyes away from me. "y-y-you were staring at my thighs..." He said which caused me to flinch, my face turns beet red as I covered my face in embarrassment.

"Fuck! stop saying that! anyways just finish it up already!"

I exclaimed and immediately left the changing room, I entered the bathroom and open one of the stalls as I sat down feeling as if I am having a mental break down.

"...fuck...fuck...why was I staring at him?...what the actual fuc---..."

I paused for a moment when I saw that I was half-hard, I blushed and covered my face, and before I knew it, the reason I was turned on was because I saw how Seokjin looks good in anything especially how he gets embarrassed easily.

|| NEXT DAY ||

"Jin!!! where are you?!" I yelled out Seokjin's name but I couldn't seem to find him since first period, I scratch the back of my neck in frustration and sigh.

"Where the hell is he..."

I took a turn when all of a sudden I heard various of voices coming from the storage room of the gym, I decided to check it out because maybe it's Seokjin who got played by Kyungsoon again.

The moment I was about to fully open the door, I heard a moan, I stood there frozen to hear Kyungsoon's laugh.

"Hahaha...hah...Taehyung's missing out on you...there...lick more..."

Kyungsoon said, I gulped and took a peek but the moment I did, I saw Seokjin on his knees sucking Kyungsoon's dick with a rather hateful expression.

"Ah-- cumi--"

"What...the fuck...are you doing Jin..."

I felt all of my hair in my skin stood up as I watch in horror to see Seokjin standing up as he removed his pants and sat on Kyungsoon's lap as it slowly inserted right into his hole.

"You are an obedient puppy huh?"

I covered my mouth and hid at the side, rather than getting disgusted I grew jealous of how Kyungsoon was holding Seokjin.

"...j-just...ngh...promise me...not to tell Taehyung...that I like...him...AH! f-fuck..."

The moment I heard Seokjin said that he likes me, I immediately left the gym and went back around the school yard and vomit on the ground.

"Fuck...fuck...disgusting...disgusting..."

I couldn't help it but repeat those words as I felt like something was crawling in my body, I gritted my teeth in anger as I saw my crotch getting hard again.

"I am not gay...I am not gay..."

For all I know, this was the day I came to like and hate Kim Seokjin at the same time.