should i even call him that?

he was never with me in the first place.

i don't even know what he looks like or what his real name is.

i've heard very little about him.

grandma told me bits and pieces about him and you two.

she said you met him at work, he was your very first boyfriend.

and that he was someone unworthy of you, so your parents didn't want you two to get married.

i don't know if marrying him was something you would've wanted.

i don't know anything about what you felt or feel for him.

if you're angry.

if a part of your heart still longs for him.

or if you wish he's dead.