you ask me why i need you so much
why i cry so much, why i ask too much
i can't get in the shower by myself
without thinking of all the things you've said

sometimes, i blame myself for it all too
maybe i'm the problem, the reason
everyone tells me to move on
but i am just like my father
i never learn

and i hurt, and i hurt, and i hurt
everyone i love
'cause i'm scared to be alone
can't dance on my own to this song

my heart is not broken, just tired
no more promises, no lies
if i am here to be betrayed
i will make you regret you were even born into this life

i cry, i die
i fuck, i hide
misery meets me like an old lover
scorned and haunted by my existence

i fucking hate me
but i hate you more
i hate us more