in my mind,

even though everything around me was very quiet, in my head everything was very chaotic.

everything happened very fast, someone was screaming, many streaks of color, orange and red, blue.

it seems to tell me to run, do something, don't stay here anymore.

the loud silence in my mind.

i often had this feeling when i was 4 or 5 years old, at that time i often had nightmares when i went to sleep.

those patterns, i don't know why it keeps appearing with screams, and this screams seems to be mine.