15.9 - your day.
a few thoughts for you.
happy birthday, my little spring.
how long has it been since we parted, my dear? do you remember me? do you dream of my shadow every night? i guess not, since you have so many other things on your mind. but that's okay, love, you don't have to think of me. what i truly wish for is for you to simply be yourself, not to worry too much for anyone else.

as for me? oh, i miss you terribly. i miss you like crazy. i miss your face, your eyes, your beautiful hair. i miss your voice and those gentle touches we shared. i miss you, and yet i find myself angry with you too. why does your image haunt my thoughts so fiercely? are you a mischievous spirit, savoring my love day and night? or perhaps you are an angel, sweet and tender, drowning me in your beauty? but in the end, does it really matter? maybe you were destined to enchant me from the very start, weren't you?

for all these reasons, on this truly special day, i want to give you the very best. not just today, but for a lifetime, if only i could. so, i hope this new year brings you immense joy. i wish for your strength, so you can face the challenges life throws your way. even though i may not be by your side in the future, please learn to grow, my dear, and don't dwell on the past. you should know that you're not the only one who feels pain in difficult times. so, live fully, and as long as you hold on to hope in this life, i will be content. may we meet again in the next life. when that time comes, i will show you that nothing can keep me from you, my love.

with endless affection, my little spring.