(adj.) someone who has borderline personality disorder; fear of abandonment, unstable relationships, unclear or shifting self-image, impulsive, self-destructive behaviors, self-harm, extreme emotional swings, chronic feelings of emptiness, explosive anger, feeling suspicious or out of touch with reality.

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i don't want to be
left alone
once again

please don't
walk away
just stay in bed

i can't
distinguish the real me
from the fake me

though sometimes
i think
maybe there's just two of me

one who likes to fuck
and there's one
who just wants love
and an angel could be evil
when she wants to be

when i'm crying
and overthinking
please don't lie
and tell me
that i'll be just fine

i'm never really alright
for a long period of time

so baby
don't you say goodbye

black and white
boy, i either love you
or i don't

you can fill me up
with all your cum
and i'd still feel
so fucking empty

and if you hurt me
i'll show you what real pain
feels like
don't tempt me
i can be the terrors
that you see at night

just as much as i can be
the love of your life
don't be surprised

but this is not a threat
i promise
i'm working on it
this shit just takes time