why won't you tell me
you don't love me anymore?

i wouldn't hate you
i wouldn't get mad at you
and i most definitely
wouldn't blame you

i just need to know
why it's so hard for you
to take back those three words
you said to me so easily that night

i need to know
why you even said them to me
in the first place

if you weren't sure
how you felt about me
you could've said so

i didn't need you to pretend
i didn't need that
i've always wanted the truth

and when i said
i value your friendship
more than my feelings
or anything at all
i meant it

i didn't want to lose you completely
it would've been fine if you just hadn't hurt me

but you know i forgive you
i always will
no matter what you do
no matter what you say

you'll always be that boy
who didn't use me
who didn't manipulate me
into doing things i didn't want

you'll always be that boy
who showed me the kind of love
i've always been looking for

and whether it was unintentional
you made me happy
and i wish, i wish so badly
that i could've made you happy too

even for just a second

can you please tell me
whether none of it was true?

if you loved me
why don't you answer?
why won't you just tell me the truth?

you make me stay up at night
crying by myself, trying my hardest to fall asleep
when all i ever do is fall apart

if you ever cared for me
why won't you tell me?