why'd you tell me you love me
when you were never there for me?

you didn't need to
force yourself to like me
you didn't need to
promise anything

i just
wanted you to know
how i was feeling

didn't need an answer
'cause i knew it somewhere in my heart
i was loving alone

and no matter how lonely it made me feel
it was better than being with you
and feeling more alone
than i've ever been

you didn't have to
take my heart like that
only to crush it in your hands

the more we talked
the more i fell for you
the more i wanted to kiss you
and hug you and touch you

it's always been you, you, you
don't you see it?

i know i'm obsessive
i know it's a little creepy

but this kind of love
it could be pretty

if you hadn't lied
if you truly loved me
i could've made you happy

but you didn't
all you feeded me were lies
you didn't even care whenever i cried
you slept so soundly
while i was terrified
of losing someone
who was never even mine

why'd you have to
tell me you loved me too?