i'm tired of excuses
for all your mistakes
like everyone else
you're just a fake

i know when you lie
you do it to them
so easy, so swiftly
like you just don't care

when you do it to me
it fucking hurts
you treat me like i'm stupid
as if i don't see

the truth is
you're just a coward
hiding behind all your masks
so afraid to be known
by anyone else

'cause you hate yourself

but that's not my fault

you reject me constantly
so blinded by your own misery
you don't see what you do to me

i'm trying so hard to please you
trying hard to work on this shit
but it takes so long for you
to open your damn eyes
to quit all them lies

i'm sick of your bullshit

tugging at my heartstrings
enjoying how desperate and needy i get
you like that, you sadist
not even feeling any sort of regret

you pushed me away, i know
'cause it's so hard for you
to end things yourself
you had to make me do it

fucking coward are you