It's no secret that Han Taesan's weakness is his roommate, Kim Leehan. Although he's never verbally said it, anyone with eyes can tell he absolutely adores the brunette. The alpha would spend hours listening to Leehan talk about his fishes, constantly look at the brunette with love in his eyes, and buy jellies for the other. Heck, Taesan even goes as far as scenting the omega every day before school (he says it's for protection).

Seeing how close they are with each other, people probably don't know how awkward they used to be. Both Taesan and Leehan barely said anything to each other on their first meeting, they only exchanged a couple of words when needed. It'd be like this forever if it wasn't for the taller witnessing his roommate cry over a dead fish. The alpha didn't know what took over him at that moment, he just remembered embracing the latter in a tight hug and letting him cry his eyes out. Something had shifted, after the incident Leehan started talking to Taesan more, telling him about his day or hanging out with him.

Taesan learned that he and the brunette had a lot in common. They both had siblings, liked art, and had mutual friends. To summarize, they got along really well. Things reached a new intimacy when the omega stopped using scent blockers at home and asked the alpha to spend his heats with him, he was quite nervous when the latter brought up the suggestion but who was Taesan to deny the pretty boy and his sweet honey scent? He quickly agreed to help the brunette and since then they have been spending their heats and ruts together.

The dark haired boy is a possessive and jealous freak but he doesn't want to admit it. He hates it when people try to get close to his friend so they can sniff out the slight honey scent underneath the blockers or somewhat leave their own scent on the omega's body. From then on, he starts to aggressively leave his own cinnamon smell all over Leehan so the others can take a hint and stop hitting on his friend. Taesan knows it's an unfair and lowkey asshole move but he's desperately in love with the omega but doesn't know how to show his feelings, that's why he's resorted to doing this to keep the brunette close to him.

God, he's such a loser.

Right now, both Taesan and Leehan are chilling in the living room, the brunette watching a random movie on TV while the dark haired boy sits behind him and scents him for the fourth time today. Occasionally the omega giggles and the alpha lets out sighs of comfort, making the peaceful scenery more alive. If someone looks at this, they will think the two are a couple.

"Taesan, stop smelling my nape. It tickles!" Leehan jokingly hits the arms wrapped around his waist. His alpha friend has been so clingy these days, he honestly finds it cute. "Are your ruts near? You've been kind of clingy these past few days"

"Hmm maybe..." he tightens his grip as he nuzzles into the latter's hair, taking in the fresh floral smell from the shampoo. "You smell good"

Leehan giggles, "Of course! I always smell good" he slowly turns to the side and pats the other's head. "You're so cute, you know? And no, don't say anything! The more you deny the cuter you are"

"Yeah yeah whatever. I'm only cute in front of you" Taesan lays his head on his friend's shoulder and whispers. "Will you spend my ruts with me?" the alpha already knows the answer, he just wants to hear it from the latter.

"Yeah, sure. Besides, you've helped me so much during my heats, I have to return the favor"

The dark haired boy puts on a frown, is this simply a transaction to Leehan? Damn, he feels like his heart is going to break into pieces for the millionth time. The alpha has been throwing signals everywhere, even the shut-ins at university can tell how much he likes the omega, so why does the brunette not notice it? At this point, Taesan probably has to confess to the latter himself.

"Anyway, what do you want for dinner?" he asked.

Leehan stays quiet for a while, seemingly deep in his thoughts. His friend has this habit of pouting whenever he's thinking hard about something. The alpha has to hold back the urge to bite those red juicy lips when the latter does that. He's down bad for the omega that it's starting to make him look pathetic.

"I'm craving some ramen... Let's have it with some sushi and sashimi!"

"Okay," the dark haired nods. "How about we go out instead of having it delivered? It's been a while since we last ate at that Japanese restaurant"

"Sounds good," the latter removes the arms holding his waist and stands up. "Can you wait for me? I want to change, it's getting colder these days"

Taesan gives him a thumbs up, the younger smiles then goes into his room. The alpha also changes into a longer pants, he puts on a thicker sweater and grabs the long coat along with an extra scarf just in case. He stands next to the door, waiting for the other to finish changing, soon enough, Leehan comes out and heads towards his direction.

"Let's go" the brunette says with a smile on his lips. Taesan takes a quick look at him and shakes his head, leaving the latter confused. "What's wrong?"

The older takes the scarf and wraps it around the latter's neck. "Here, so that you won't get cold"

"Says you," the younger laughs, the sound so melodious, like a beautiful song that the alpha wishes he can hear it forever. "I can handle the cold better than you"

"Still, the finals are approaching. We can't get ourselves sick right now, can we?"

Leehan smiles in defeat, he takes the older's hand and drags him out of their dorm. "Okay, let's go now. I'm a bit hungry"

Taesan locks the door while the omega hugs his other arm. The dark haired boy looks at the brunette's face, his cheeks and the tip of his nose has slowly turned light red due to the cold air. Leehan truly is the prettiest, cutest person the alpha has ever met. He thanks himself every day for ignoring the introverted part of him and went to comfort the other that fateful day, otherwise, he would have never found the love of his life. As they walk to the restaurant, Taesan makes a mental note, he's going to cherish Leehan and make him the happiest person in the world.

He's sure of it.

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Winter season has come, the air is getting colder each passing day. However, Taesan's room is awfully hot compared to the chilling breeze outside of the walls. Both him and Leehan are drenched in sweat, their hair sticking to the sides. The alpha looks down at the omega beneath him, admiring the beautiful features of his friend. The brunette's cheeks flushed red, his mouth slightly agape to catch his breath, teary eyes zoning out, and his body covered with red marks. Looks like Leehan is fucked out of his mind already.

The older continues to thrust inside, the tip of his cock hitting that sweet spot that makes the omega moan in pleasure. The latter's pussy clenches and the dark haired boy has to hold himself from cumming. He grabs the younger's waist to keep him in place then moves faster and deeper. Sinful moans come out of Leehan's lips, driving him crazy. Taesan turns him around, his teeth sinking down softly at the scent glance. He takes a moment to breathe in the sweet honey scent then laps his tongue in a circle.

"Dongmin... please fuck me harder," the omega lets out a loud moan. "make me cum untouched..."

Dear lord, Taesan loves this side of Leehan so much. He loves it when the other moans his real name and begs for his cock. He's glad that he's the only one who gets to witness this wild and vulnerable side of the latter. The alpha gently turns the other's face and pulls him into a deep kiss, he fastens the pace and after a while, he finally cums, the white fluids filling the omega's pussy. He lays down next to the brunette, arms snake around that tiny waist (how can a man's waist be this small, he doesn't know). The air is laced with the younger's honey and his own cinnamon scent.

"Donghyun, are you alright?" Taesan asks, he slowly pulls his cock out, making the younger whine at the emptiness. He gulps as the cum starts flowing down the other's thigh.

"Yeah I'm fine..." he lets out a satisfied sigh. "That was good, like really good"

"I love your dick so much..."

The dark haired boy laughs out loud, he cups the other cheeks and smiles. "Looks like someone is cock drunk"

Leehan doesn't say anything about it, instead, he opens his arms, silently asking the alpha to carry him. Taesan quickly complies and carefully carries the other bridal style into the bathroom. He places him on the counter while filling the bathtub with water. After that, the alpha helps his friend get into the tub and quickly goes in too.

With the omega seated in front of him, his heartbeat's getting faster. It's not the first time they've taken a bath together but it still gives him butterflies in the stomach. Taesan pumps out an amount of shampoo and gently washes the other's hair while the younger fidgets with his fingers. He proceeds to clean himself then gets them both out of the tub. The two of them change into comforting pajamas and the alpha helps the omega blow-dry his hair.

"Leehan ah," the younger hums, signaling for him to keep talking. "if it's possible, please don't cut your hair. Long hair really suits you"

Leehan giggles, his big doe eyes looking back at Taesan. The brunette cups his face and pulls him down. "I won't cut them, I like it long too"

The dark haired boy keeps his gaze on the latter, his breath completely taken away by the beautiful face in front of him. No matter how much he has seen Leehan's face, he will never not be taken aback by how angelic the other looks. His heart beats faster, apart of his brain says to fuck it, and Taesan leans down and captures the omega in another kiss. This time, the kiss is slow but passionate, the older's taking time savoring the flavor of his crush.

They go on for a while until Leehan hits his shoulder and he lets go of those pink lips. The omega's face is flushed red as he shyly covers his mouth and avoids eye contact with the alpha. Taesan's lips turn into a big smile, he helps the brunette get on the bed and faces him.

"Donghyun, please look at me"

The younger one slowly looks up. Taesan has decided not to wait anymore, he's going to take this chance and tell the brunette all about his feelings. No more hiding, he takes a deep breath before spilling his heart out.

"I'm in love with you. I have been deeply in love with you for a while now. From the moment you cried in my arms, that strange feeling started to appear and I thought to myself that I would do anything to take the pain away and replace it with happiness. As we spent more time together, I found myself loving everything about you, your kindness, your knowledge about fishes, your smile, your tears of joy and even your flaws. I wanted you all for myself"

The alpha holds the latter's hands. "I get so jealous when the alphas at school hit on you, that's why I always scent you everyday before going to class. I can't bear the possibilities of you becoming someone else's mate so sorry for being such a possessive person" he pauses for a bit.

"Donghyun, the reason why I'm telling you this is because those feelings are getting more difficult to control. If I keep it inside for longer, I'm afraid my heart will explode. So there it is, my confession, and it's okay if you don't feel the same, I just want you to know that I love you a lot"

Tears start to form in Leehan's eyes, he launches at the older and embraces him. Taesan slips his arm around the other waist, securing the other in the hug. He gently strokes the latter's back as the brunette sobs loudly. The cries eventually stop and the older carefully wipes away the tears.

"I– I thought you only saw me as a fuck buddy... I got really happy when you showed affection, when you cared for me... but you treated everyone nice and I didn't want to get my hopes up so I pretended to not know"

Taesan laughs, his omega is so cute. "Well now you know"

"Donghyun, do you want to be my boyfriend?"

"Yes, I do" the younger answers almost immediately which draws out a laugh from the older.

"I love you"

Since they are now lovers, Taesan can scent his omega and show his affection publicly. That way, everyone will know that Leehan is taken and those nasty alphas won't bother them anymore. He can't wait to tell them about their relationship. But for now, he'll enjoy his time with his now lover, the light of his life, Kim Leehan.

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english isn't my first language so i apologize in advanced for all the spelling and grammatical errors.

i love yearner top taesan so much, istg we need more top taesan and bottom leehan fics.

anyways, enjoy (°▽°)