I don't really know how to say this or how to start this message out but lately I've been a mess, I'm exhausted and I'm tired of everyone and everything. I don't know anymore, I feel so empty, I look in the mirror and I don't know who that person is. You guys don't know what it's like to have depression since an early age, depression changes who you are and if you've had it from an early age, you're just unsure about everything. I'm gonna be offline until when I decide I want to come back, I'll probably come on for a few minutes to say hi to those I really care about but I'm done, it's gotten to the point where I don't feel the need to live and I know, this is all you hear in wattpad. People on this app lie so much about depression and suicide and bullying and shit that supposedly happens in their real lives and it's sick but for real, I give up on trying to make me people happy like I can't even make myself happy, how the hell am I going to make anybody happy, please don't comment saying that it's going to be okay because it won't, I no longer say shit like oh don't cut, don't kill yourself, you're beautiful, how are you insecure? blah blah because I do the same and it just seems very hypocritical. I'm sorry... everything all just got a little much. I'm sorry for being so distant towards everyone and I'm sorry for not really being there whenever you need me. I'm never going to change, I'm always going to be a depressed girl hiding in a self centered, cocky, bad bitch attitude.

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