i just wanted to say how much you mean to me. you haven't left my side yet. you haven't stopped talking to me. when i shut people out, you make it hard for me to shut you out also. you've been here for me. when you asked how i was i didn't know what to say. you really caught me off guard. i feel like you're one of the few that keeps me sane.

i'm sorry for being a bother sometimes. i can imagine how you feel with me being awfully annoying. but thank you. jaxon.