Do you remember the days leading up to the wedding?

Before I screwed myself over.

Remember the planning? It was simultaneously the most stressful and exciting thing I've ever done. Did you feel the same?

I remember looking at the wide array of dresses and flowers and decorations, that bliss that consumes me every time. There were so many choices and there were so many ways our wedding could've turned out.

We were going to have a fairytale wedding.

I spent so much time looking over everything to make sure it was perfect.

It was going to be magical.

Was.