it's a bittersweet.
like cake at midnight.
it's truly been a pleasure
i've basically shared  my soul with you all.

i've been through the roller coaster of emotions and depressing dreams.
sometimes i reread my work and i smile.

i smile at my sadness not because i'm happy about it but i'm proud.
i've came a long way.
i went from borderline insane to just about ok.

i thought i knew what love was but i never did . what i was use to wasn't the real deal . it was a lie .

i fell for the banana and the rope , the hoki poke.

but i'm no longer heartbroken, it is what it is . i'm not going to be sad anymore because you don't love me.

i'm going to continue to be by myself and live in my aura.

this is the end .
the end of my constant sadness.
the end of me dying.

i think i've been freed from my mind .

thank you

respectfully, keliss aka mtvhoney