I don't know if this is really happening or not.
I feel the tears on my cheeks but it's like they never leave.

When you grow up holding water in your mouth it's hard for you to speak.

It's hard for you to swallow the pain.
Your father doesn't recognize you
You're basically a mistake to your mother.

Kids hate you so then you start hating yourself.

You start just wishing you were invisible so you wouldn't have to deal with others.

Your just constantly alone but deep down inside you love it .

Because you don't have to get called mean names or be abused.

I don't know maybe I'm just a psycho and everyone else is normal.

If you show your tears your weak but if you don't your inconsiderate about others feelings, but why even care about other people's feelings ?

They didn't care about yours.

Because at the end of the day everyone blames one person.

And it's you .