the ending is scary to think about.
knowing that i could just disappear without even saying goodbye to the people i tolerated and only enjoyed on some occasions.

i wouldn't want to leave without people not knowing who i am . i've been hiding behind this mask since my adolescence.

i would hate to leave myself knowing that i don't even know my own personality. i don't know what my pet peeves are. i barely know what i enjoy.

do i like the sun or the moon?
am i adventurous and spontaneous?
am i a good person?

i wanna know what i'm going to become. i wanna know do i finally give in and hold my self together or do i continue to die in my misery.

curiosity keeps the cat alive.
curiosity is keeping me sane.