i know you won't remember what i say or what i do but i've always loved you.

the terror and the limelight
the suicidal thoughts and pills
all this melodrama has me in another state

i'm hurt and borderline insane.
you told me about myself and i cried

people accuse others of crime but their the real criminals
this nonsense has left me speechless
i'm once again chocked up on my words.

it hurt knowing the truth about the lover i once had .

i sure know how to pick them.
the blue eyes of an angel .

i thought i seen god but i was really staring into the soul of the devil.

the devil that once was in him , now is in me .

they say they love me but they're only her for their profit.

i guess i solved my own cold case .
but i once thought that i was missing in action.

but i really was murdered .

a true homicidal suicide .