I was always scared of the dark ..

The feeling of being alone always made me shiver in fear..

Love is kinda like that ..

Always in the dark, Being alone cause you've just discovered that that person doesn't feel the same..

It's hurts like a bitch when they are with someone else..

My heart fell in pieces..

I cried until I was dehydrated..

I listened to the most saddest music..

Then I realized that life is just full of lost hopes and pill bottles

I stared at the same blank screen..

I was in so much pain I vomited..

I laid in the bath tub  that I filled with tears and blood..

I screamed until I was hoarse ..

I wasn't able to speak..

I punched the wall , broke a glass bottle..

I sat in the same place for two hours...

I cried in the shower, the living area , the bathroom, the hallway, outside..

I finally swallowed my feelings..

And smiled ..