I guess it's been awhile
I apologize I was to busy fighting for my life, depression is a strong motherfucker.

I fell off the edge and I didn't plan on returning to human life.

As I was going down the rabbit hole I started to think:do I really want to die.
That was the hardest decision I have ever made, I had to be quick I didn't have much time left .

I started to play my life in my head , my mind said do it but my heart said no stay let's see what this world has to offer , the pros and cons played in my mind.

I had two buttons

a blue one and a red one

Roses are red
Violets are blue
Red is blood
Blue is water

I chose blue and I want back up the hole , I climbed up and behold depression it self stood in front of me
And I couldn't believe what it looked like it was me .

But in a demon form.
It didn't speak it just stared at me .
It pushed me so I pushed it back
It started to choke me but I bit it's hand and grabbed it's hair and smashed their head into a rock . Black blood poured out of it and all I could do was cry ,

I felt something I haven't felt in awhile,
Freedom.