Rey was looking up at his eyes, his sparkling eyes that looked the same as how Leia's looked when she talked of her ex-husband.

His hands where still warm on her skin, they had fallen to her wrists "Rey" he said softly.

"Why -" she began, breathing heavily and he kissed her again .

Rey felt her skin burn where he touched her . Yet she liked the heat, she liked the way he made her feel.

Rey pulled away from him, disgusted in herself. "Stop !" She said and he stepped away from her.

"I'm sorry... but... you can't lie that you didn't feel that-" he said, and she put her index finger to his mouth .

"Shh" she stopped him from speaking. "You're engaged, and I'm... I'm with Hux Ben don't do this... don't get us into this mess... Ben please" she said and slowly lowered her finger .

"I want to get into this mess... especially with you" he cupped her face softly "you're amazing and I wanna -"

"You're engaged! In three months you're gonna have a wife and soon probably kids " she began to walk to the door to try to open it but he grabbed her hand .

"Rey-" he said and leaned her against the door and kissed her again.

Rey gave into temptation and wrapped her arms around his neck and jumped up to trap his torso in her legs .

*

Ben slammed the door as Rey turned him around and began to kiss down his neck, standing on her toes to reach the massive man'a build .

His hands crept under blouse as she began to unbutton his shirt.

Soon their tops were off and Rey stood in her bra and leggings .

They shook off their shoes and Rey's hands flew to his belt to undo it.

He shimmed his pants off and she stepped out of her leggings .

His hands were hot in her skin as he held her hand and walked her to his bedroom.

Rey laid down on the bed and he climbed on top of her , peeling her panties off her skin .

He spread her legs and licked a long line down her center, gently sucking on her clit, causing her to squirm and moan.

Ben licked her repeatedly Ashe made eye contact with her hazel pupils .

Rey's hands tangled in his thick dark hair as he devoured her lick by lick.

He was hungry and she was quite the meal.  When she came he kissed her thigh and shimmed his way to her face .

She could feel his thick member on her thigh as he kissed her neck.

*

He was just finishing throwing the condom wrapper to the floor when she pulled him down and kissed him.

He entered and a sudden gasp escaped her lips .

It was a deliciously tight fit, his large shaft filling her completely, causing her to take a deep breath or two as he thrusted in and out of her wet entrance .

He felt her clamp down on his member and soon he was riding his own orgasm .

*

Sweaty bodies laid squished in his bed. Rey's head rest softly on his chest as she traced patterns on his chest.

Ben's arm was wrapped around her, gently stroking her warm skin of her hip.

He kissed the top of her head and sighed "I need to ask you something"

"Hmm" she asked not bothering to look up.

"Will you be taking the job with Hux and the First Order ?" He asked .

"I don't know" she replied .

"But I just fucked you ! You have to stay " he said.

She shot out of his arms and looked at him, gathering the sheet around her chest "I don't have to do anything !" She snapped.

"But-"

"You thought kissing me and fucking me would make me stay while you get to get married and have children and live all your dreams while I'm some girl who holds snakes and does handstands on elephants ?!" She yelled as she gathered her underwear and leggings.

"No I didn't-" Ben started as he grabbed his own boxers .

"Yes you did !" She yelled "you did it to make me stay ! To make me think you liked me and cared about me ! To make me think you love me ! But you lied to me ! You lied ! You lied Ben and ... I hate you ! I want nothing to do with you or with your fucking circus ! You make me sick!" She screamed grabbing her jacket and running out of his apartment into the rain.

-A.N.-
Yeah I didn't update this week I was in some funk ...

ALSO VALENTINA LEFT DRAG RACE AND IM SO SAD !

-Joey