I'm trying to cleanse you from my soul--to remove the love that burns within my chest for you. I want to reach a state of anagapesis, to be able to be completely apathetic when a memory of you comes to mind. So, I'll tell your story. Because the thing about a girl like you is that everyone saw a different version of you. Everyone has a different version of the same film inside their head: and you're always the star role. I don't want to be in love with you anymore. I don't want to have feelings for you, I don't want to think about you. I don't want you to plague my mind. I don't want to idolize you or have you be the manic pixie dream girl the tale of...me. I want to forgive you and forgive myself. I would like to let you go, once and for all.