Hey guys
So sorry I haven't posted much in a while
My schooling is just getting the best of me
And I'm having more and more meltdowns and my depression is hitting me hard.

You guys probably know I'm in year 12
For people who don't know what year 12 is
It's my last year in school...

Now I'm just going to talk about some of the stuff what happened this year

For people who see my newsfeed
I broke up with my boyfriend while back and I was upset for quite a bit. (And this year would have been 4 years)

But I got over that. I had my friends help me get over it....

I'm also doing a course on screen and media
And that's putting a lot of pressure on to me

And for the final part
My dad

Now me and my dad don't really have a good connection
He thinks we do but we don't

And he's acting more father like to me and I don't know how to take that on me. For the past 18 years he really wasn't there for me so I don't know really how a father acts

Anyway guys I hope you are having fun at school or holidays

But I'll see you guys in the next chapter