Hi guys.....

yes I know its been a long time and I was going to write a lot of chapters but something happen at the end of 2017 that made me feel so sad and upset that I just did feel like doing anything.

so two weeks before Christmas I had to sadly put my cat down and this was very upsetting for me because she has been in my life for about 18 and a half years, and I had so many chapters done at the time but I didn't post them instead I deleted them..... why because I felt so bad that I felt worthless to this word and so much happen at this time.

I also got told by my school I won't be competing year 12 this year due too them because they actually put me through year 11 again so last year I was so nervous and rushing everything because I thought I would fail turns out I fail everything and my depression was starting to grow on me again.

so this year I have two jobs yes I have two jobs its very stressing I do about 25 hours a week working and in my quiet sections I write chapters well trying too it's just that I don't know what to write about these days I'm having massive writers blocks and I get nervous writing and posting up because I'm not sure if you guys like or not 

but thank you for reading this again I'm so sorry I haven't uploaded I'm  alive 

and if you guys have any ideas for any of my books 

you can leave them in the comments below and i'll tag you in that chapter 

but thank you guys for still being here this means a lot too me