Okay..I'm sorry.

I'm sorry for all the shīts I gave everyone.

I'm just..idk..idk why I became like this..maybe...

Maybe it's because when my lil sister killed herself and my dad murdered my mom then killed himself..

Idk really...

I grew up alone...

I don't even know how I'm still living

Then to have money I thought maybe I should do what idiots do.

I'm
A drug dealer,
A serial killer,
A rapist.

Ik..

Fucked up huh?

I'm sorry. Very sorry.

I've raped over 400 girls.
I've killed over 320 ppl.
I always smoke weed, take drugs.

I'm a fucked up.

But then...

This girl...

She came into my life...

She made me feel something I've never felt before...

Love...

Clover..I know I've hurt you so many times..

But..

I love you...

Damn. I never knew I would say those three words to someone.

The three words I always say was
                    "Let's go fuck"

I love you Clover and I'm sorry..

I hope you're right..maybe you can try and help me change..

And turn into a nice person..

Ciara_and_The_Strays

-Dawson