Wow....

I never been this hurt before...

I'm heartbroken, mad, sad...

I feel like an idiot...a dumbass...

How am I so dumb...to think that she will love me...😢

No one loves me...

CamilaCabelloOffic_

I'm happy for you that you have someone else now...I'm just hurt that you lied to me..you promised and swear to me that you will never love somebody else...but ig promises break...*sighs* I'm sorry Camila. I know I was a bad boyfriend. I know I treated you badly..I'm sorry if I hurt you. I'm sorry for the jealousy...I-I thought you were gonna be the one for me...I'm sorry...I have to do this...*holds a gun tightly* I can't stay longer..Just...Just remember that I-I love y-you..

*looks down holding the gun*

I'm sorry...😢😔

This is the only way I could stop the pain...

-Nathan..