It's difficult for me to think of what to say without messing up, and I seriously want to go somewhere to get a little bit of help.

I can't, though.

I don't know the way Pine_Tree_Maine talks to Brooke, but I'm trying. I'm trying my best. 

I'm pretty unreliable, though, 'cause I might mess up. I don't think I'm doing it the way other trusted people do it, so I wouldn't be able to know if I accidentally make a mistake.