This is very quickly just turning into a rant book.

I feel like crying honestly.

I keep isolating myself from people in real life whenever I get stressed or anxious about stuff and it's really taken a turn for the worst ever since thanksgiving.

I have myself thinking that nobody cares and honestly? All my 'friends' irl never check up on me.

It hurts.

I throw myself into online worlds like this because you guys care. And I appreciate it so much.

My parents always berate me for being on my phone so much but I have nowhere else to go? The people I hang out with are always together, I never get invited anywhere.

Like I said, it hurts.

I love you all dearly. I don't know what I'd do if I lost you.