some days I feel distant and alone because I look back on the past...

Some times I wonder could I of changed the outcome of what happened back then....

some times I feel guilty knowing I could of helped someone but didn't ...

I cry when I think of times when I was young and naive of people who passed before me without me even knowing ...

when people talk about people close to me who's died I get serious but in reality I'm just taking up for those that have passed...

some times when people ask me for help or need to chat I feel stressed out and so annoyed but I help them none the less cause they need my help no matter how nerve wracking  it is

sometimes when I discover new things I feel in awe of it and feel like a young boy again ...

some times when I am asked a question or people ask me for help and idk what there talking about I try to wing it and help them with what little knowledge  I got

sometimes...I may act tough and keep my eyes closed trying to hide the fact inside I'm crying for someone I've lost...

sometimes when people close to me are insulted or hurt I take up for them even if I don't like violence ...

sometimes when I'm so stressed out and weak I push it aside and pull out my inner strength and push on helping people despite how weak I am in reality

Sometimes when I help someone and am going back to where I wish I tell them u need me I'm there just msg me okay?

sometimes when I say I'm gonna be gone u guys all go crazy it's like I've created a legacy

sometimes I rush forward into things I shouldn't interfere with but it's my mind that says I should fight for what I believe 

sometimes I feel like there's a click of power in my body that surges forth to aid me

what I'm trying to say is I don't like fighting I only rp...it....it can't fight worth a damn...irl....unless...well...u provoke me to a point where....let's just say it's a bad time for ya....

I act like a brother to most people on here I try to relate to u guys help ya...out...and sometimes I find people in my pms....who have closed there accounts ....and it just tears me up....it feel like if I had just talked....more to them maybe they'd still be here ....maybe....none the less....I've lost 2...people this year who have closed there accounts ....I'll miss them ....they were such...good pals....can't tag them so yea....but to and day one that reads this I care ...I care for everyone's well being..why? Cause there has to be someone who cares and I'm that someone

I'm here if ya need me alright ? Don't be afraid to give me a message in my pms....I type rather fast so I can talk to multiple people at once ...so if ya...Need...me give me a call alright ?

To the ones who read this thanks for taking a part of your time to read this ...have a good day..